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View submission: I want to die so bad
Cheers. I'm also having a mental breakdown at 4 am. I feel like life is like rape, but a thousand times worse, for some folks. No choice. Forced on you. You'll have to carry the burden of growing your unique personality, tastes, and peculiarities that make you be yourself, while having to watch them crumble, suffer and wither, without, ever, attaining happiness and contentment.
Also relate to the "deserving death" part. So many great and happy people with terminal cancer. Why not me? Why did I ever have to be born, if all my life ever meant was about being a clown, dancing around to the inhumane cruelty life has forced upon me?
Not really sure if there is a god out there. But if he does exist, wow, he is such a piece of fucking shit that would be able to make Hitler fuming of jealousy.
Comment by iegodark at 10/03/2025 at 08:33 UTC
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Did you do bad things ?
Comment by Anneneum at 10/03/2025 at 12:29 UTC
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This is beautifully written and that is exactly how I feel too!