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View submission: Am I losing my mind??
All this. Seriously, humans are not designed to take in extremely distressing things all day every day. Our brains cannot take it. The problem cannot be solved by reading about it over and over. I think you're on the right track seeking other sources/books, but step one of processing this is to pull away from the sources you're reading daily.
There's nothing here!