thinking of death and life right now... first time i realized that concept has been at the funeral of my grand... at the age of 6.. or maybe 5.. from that time on I realized that everything we do counts nothing... we are just a joke in a joking game, like my father is saying all the time,,
1 month ago · 👍 darkghost, dk
@darkghost i dream big every night... nightmares are also dreams... · 1 month ago
Dream bigger my dude! There's too much for a lifetime out there. · 1 month ago
@danrl the 'problem' is, i have done everything in my life i ever wanted to do, except 2 things, visiting jim morrisons grave and a motorcycle tour in the highlands with a lot of whiskey tasting ;) · 1 month ago
given how little meaning you seem to attach to the journey of life itself, i wonder of immersing yourself in the story of “the alchemist” by paulo coelho might provide a slightly different perspective on the grand scheme of things. sounds like you missing out something along the way by dismissing the destination (as unknown and lacking purpose it often seems to us) as not worth traveling towards to begin with. why forgo the friends and deep connections we make along the way? · 1 month ago
This kind of stuff has been seriously messing with my head lately. But I think the pointlessness of it all is muted somewhat by the fact that we live pretty decent lives by comparison to our long ago ancestors who likely knew mostly suffering. Disease, cold, and hunger are the default states of life and we as a species have worked very hard to make it better for ourselves. Just a bunch of jokers helping other jokers tell better jokes. · 1 month ago