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Been a while, hasn't it. A lot has happened since I posted last.
As things are now I live in Washington, but is presently visiting family in rural Ohio for Christmas. To be frank, I complicated feelings about this trip. I've pretty much accepted myself as nonbinary at this point, and is also bisexual (contrary to what I wrote previously about being ace).
I hardly standby my old posts, much of what I talked about either didn't lead anywhere or isn't relevant to my life today. They encompassed my last two years of high school and technical school, and while I did a lot in that time my worldview was also constrained. I don't intend on deleting them, but I may put them under an "Archived" link on this site.
When I previously talked about my gender I feel like I somehow overthought it, where it was more simple. I sought microlabels which specifically fit, which wasn't helpful for me. In addition I didn't feel comfortable embracing myself as nonbinary out of fear of being ostracized by family. Frankly still not openly enby or bisexual to them about it, but I have the intention of addressing that with time.
As things stand now I'm working to secure my life, as me coming to grips with being enby happened to be timed with a presidential election which had the winning candidate seek to end "transgender lunacy". I'd rather exist out of spite than back down.
Last thing, Merry Christmas!
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