Name the song referenced in the subject and you earn 10 points.
My horoscope for today, as reported by Tarot.com, read:
"The possibilities may seem too varied to do just one thing. The dilemma now is to find balance between your most basic needs and your biggest dreams. You want it all, and it actually seems possible. But it probably won't happen as you imagine it. You'll need to pull back on your desires in order to stay on the path that has brought you this far."
I just read this a few minutes ago, and find it to be strikingly close to what my mind has been wrapped up in throughout most of the day.
A few weeks ago I walked out at work. I just up and quit. I got tired of it. I wanted more. I wanted to be me.
I've been able to experience so much since then. I've been at home with the children. I've been performing household duties and tasks. I've been doing things that I enjoy. I've also been daydreaming of the life yet to come, or at least the life i wish shall come.
Well, I've been trying to figure out how to balance being a fprovider, a caregiver and my own self. I have yet to figure out how these three things are possible to do at one time. I cannot fulfill my dreams if I do not complete a higher education. I cannot provide for my family if I don't have a job. I cannot have a job and go to school at the same time, or if I do, I cannot be an effective father. I cannot be an effective father if I don't provide for my children. I cannot provide for my children if I don't have a job. I cannot have a good job, which will provide my children with more opportunities, unless I go to school and further my education. I cannot.....
See, ths is what I have been faced with. This is what plagues me. Oh, God, I want so bad to do what's right for me and mine, but I don't know the way.
Speaking of the way, whatever happened to Fastball?
"where were they going, without ever knowing the way?"
Sorry.
So, tomorrow, I'm registering for classes, and praying that we can survive on what Diana is making at her job. This is going to be really difficult, considering she is making significantly less than what I earned at Concept. We've got so many bills. And I may have drove us to ruins due to my own unhappiness.
In other news...
I wrote an interesting commentary earlier today, which was to show someone how much of an ass they truly are. I am quite proud of my work. I had forgotten how passionate I truly am. The writing helped me to see a part of myself which had been covered up for a few years - covered up by the day to day life that had been working at Concept.
Now, it's getting late, and I am starting to ramble and lose my concentration.
I believe that it is time to bed-down for the night...
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The song was "A Day In The Life" by The Beatles.
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