sometimes i wonder whether i am actually doing enough... do i really make her happy? why does it seem like she's still unhappy with me? and why ... ...does it really matter what others think? "i hope he calms down" "i hope he does for your sake" "he is slowly" i don't know...
i just remembered something... the quotes here are from d's IM archive... she and red were talking... seems as though I was coming unglued (or so they thought)