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i used to be the same
sometimes i get in my head
that i still am
a wanderer
there's a certain romanticism
to the idea
but then i think about the reality
long, cold nights somewhere unfamiliar
the anxiety of not knowing
what comes next
there's good too
meeting new, different people
seeing different places
with wholly different feels and culture
i had more stamina for that when young
now i approach 40
and know
that life would run me ragged
hell, in a way my current predicament
has me doing a small pastiche
of that lifestyle, and it's wearing me down
no
it's time for this wolf to make a
permanent den
ha
maybe, i actually have relatives down in ok
i'd leave the trailer though
too pricey to haul that far to visit
i do plan on taking a trip down
prob in a few years though