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I'm detoxing
morning now and
haven't slept most of the night
and then there's the ...
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if there's those of you unfamiliar
they are FUCKING TERRIFYING lucid nightmares
with bat shit insane manic events and are terrible to experience
one I had once had a
GIANT DEMON CREATURE WITH CURVED HORNS THE SIZE OF A MOUNTAIN
and these
winged black demons
were flying around
poking and swiping their claws at me
that was the last time I had to detox a month ago
iswore then that I wouldn't ever do that again
I did sadly
sucks
after the last dream i had this morning
I couldn't go back to crazy Freddie's hellscape dream world
I can barely stay awake though
and I'm couch surfing (thank god!) and don't know if I can stay the day to get through the worse part of my detox
we'll see
one thing i DO KNOW:
I WILL NEVER BE FUCKING DRINKING AGAIN!!;
I can't EVER go through that again
and I need to get my shit together
but I know I will and I'll still be HooOWLiNG at the moon until the
I'm over at wolfinthewoods.pollux.casa
if any of you want to know more
I just wrote a new post detailing my struggles with grief and drinking
-for now
take care midighters
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