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06-03-2024

yeah,, hi. i. i don't know why i'm here. well, actually, i DO know. i'm supposed to update you (if you're a real person reading this right now, and who's not me) about my plan on,,, getting into a coma. yeah. shit's wild. um, anyway, i've decided on overdosing on melatonin. but there's only magnesium here, and magnesium can kill you, so that's out of the question. why? i don't want to die, just. get into a coma,, and get hospitalized, i guess. i hope mom doesn't hospitalize me.