I am sorry. :(
There is a chance I will move soon: I can work remote from anywhere as part of my contract. My partner may not be able to do that and may need to relocate. This means either we stay long distance, or I move wherever he goes.
I kind of not like either of these two options. I have a great support system here: good friends and family.
It scares me to lose that.
I hope things will improve for you soon.