šŸ‘½ darquedante

Will I ever be normal again? Been out just four times in four years, even momā€™s funeral is a blur due to meds. It's so sad I can barely recall it. Iā€™m on fourteen pills daily and still, 8-10 panic attacks! This isnā€™t the ā€˜normalā€™ I want for my kids. I never let them see me in panic. A couple of times a year, itā€™s so bad I canā€™t hide. For minor episodes, I talk to them about it. I want them to understand the struggle with mental illness and know you can fight it. Though it might never fully go away, most can control it. But I feel like the exceptionā€¦ like Iā€™ve failed them

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šŸ‘½ gyaradong

You cannot control outcomes, only effort, and I see you putting every effort into your health for your children. Take care. Ā· 9 months ago

šŸ‘½ userfxnet

Sending prayers n warm regards to ya, dante, you got this. You're not failing anyone, take your time and don't ever hesitate to take consideration of your current conditions and vulnerabilities over factors which affect your everyday life. It's a step at a time, and hopefully you get the best help and treatment you deserve very soon. I can only imagine how debiliated everything that's happened in the world has left you, but I believe you'll pull through, and pull through strong. God bless, dante. Ā· 9 months ago