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                                 A Poetry tDrop

                                  by Wetdryvac
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Of One World
March 7, 1992

so this is the child I once was
a picture of a glowing face
I am surprised I looked so happy then
when now I am so cold  ��
I see me
lost in m illusion
in the time I was a believer
a watcher of the new and wonderful
when now all is gray
a world of ash and cindered city streets
an illusion dead or dying
wilted blossom ��s allure

they say a child always changes
I did not believe
I will always be like this  �� I knew  ��
but they were right
I am no longer the believer I once was
I see my family broken
my world torn by three little letters

what which I would have thought impossible
and my eyes in the mirror no longer glow
ripened for blossom ��s allure

I see a new child these days
envy each illusion
and feel sorry
I would they could go on in ignorance
that my world would let its children alone
but they like I will change
watch their entertainment of peace broken
discover that all the world is not a sunny day

and I?
I watch the sunrise
I do not know what its beauty means
I have nothing but what I make
and I make but endings
I have lost the belief in humanity
the good of the human heart?
cruelty springs eternal, nothing less
all lost in the games of hate
and I wish, though wishing is futile
that I could be a child once more
sit in a field of wild flowers
and be amazed by the sun 


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