i don't advertise my fledgling little gemlog anywhere. i haven't shown it to anyone i know as of writing this anyway. when i write something down and post it, it feels like i'm writing towards the void. the literal nothingness itself, where no one can see me.
and i like that. i have close friends that i can talk to about anything, but sometimes i am in the mood when i just need an outlet to get my thoughts out on something, and i love that this capsule and gemlog gives me that option.
technically, this is public. anyone can see it who has a gemini client, people can contact me as well. but will someone do that? probably not. i don't have a way of checking if someone loads up the capsule either.
this feels like a private place, even though it isn't. i'm writing to the illusive void.
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written on 2024-02-12