mananage my own time
read a good fantasy book
lay down and rest underneath a linden tree beside a small river
see my family more often
have an actual choice
travel the world
study chemistry
read in a big armchair beneath a warm blanket with a cup of hot tea while the rain pours down outside
study cybersecurity
see my friends more often
discover new music
listen to more shoegaze
sleep more
get up when I want, not when I have to
go roadbiking in the countryside
go somewhere I've never been
go camping in summer
reconnect with old friends
write something interesting
get a job
be economically independent
listen to bird noises
hug someone
make information free and accessible
change something
be less vauge in what I want
make a cool open-source program
stargaze without light pollution
do more hobby chemistry
care less about what I think
accept the fact that ataraxia is not something to strive for
lower my fucking expectations