Don't worry too much about being too young...
...or you'll soon become too old
That said, it's natural to feel uprooted. Specially at your age and circumstances. I only remember change, change and more change since the 70's. And the trend is only accelerating.
I love how in Firefly the crew belonged to the ship. /Yes, Firefly! the best space-western series ever and ever/
This is your time to explore (and meditate) and grow, from today to the day you return your soul. Just remember you have invisible friends around here.
Thank you, That's
incredibly sweet