This is where you may find my my blog posts. Since the aren't any the first one is going to be written here
I keep searching for truth. I have since a child. Although, back then knowledge was what it was and still is for sophists - wealth and from it steming power. I didn't understand what money was. I just knew I wanted others to see me. And money was a way to gain it. May have it been the cause of not the best nurturing and overfeeding me with attention when I was a toddler, may have it been the current at that time climate of Lithuania. YouTube was a way for me too reach it. Good that it was the middle 2010s, if it were the time of today, I would be termanally ill with ticks from TikTok. It was the time of growth and stagnation. Growth for me, stagnation for the internt, especially YouTube. There I learnt of ideologies. I didn't see them at first, I grew up with them. You don't usually pay attention to why people wear clothes or why men hats, while women don't. You usually don't pay attention to people's clothing, if they are naked, you usually don't pay attention to a man not wearing a hat inside a room, unless he's the only one with or without it, you don't attention to air you breath unless it's heavy. When I begun paying even more attention to the world, I saw something wrong with it. As if I've been living in a painting. Ideological thinking was still in me, but due too me being young and used to acting and thinking without putting much care of how others thought of me, I dug deeper. I learnt of a less tribalised past of the world wide web (WWW). Internet's ideologisation was a cause of a wider merge with the outside world. Not only did the influx outpace the cultural adaptation, but it also shifted the center of power. No longer was internet controlled by the engineers, now it became a necessity for the populus. With all things which become integrated into the normalicysphere it became a tool for the mind controlers (in latin govermens) to