Probably not enough. But I suspect trying would be much more fulfilling than being online.
Not really trying to find answers... I'm just dumping midnight thoughts on the pub. And not really as a way to address this relationship, but rather to think about other relationships.
What I had in mind here is more that, in a way, I can never thank that small child; she's not there anymore. I've been on both sides of that kind of relation; my impression has been that I could not reciprocate what feelings adults built with me as a child, because this child is no longer there.