Note: Going just based off the date, I think I wrote this one when I started realizing my relationship kinda sucked. Before this one, I wrote a lot of my poetry thinking I had been fixating on a previous relationship and this is the first time I acknowledged the problem was with the current one.
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hold my hand, give it up
give yourself all to me
all the blood, and some spit
promise me
we'll rewrite, and revise
this waste of time
fix me up, tear me up
and throw me out
scream out loud
running down, down my chest
wednesday's gone, friday too
so are you
hard to breathe, throat is dry,
fill my thirst,
filled with love, and the hope
that i'll feel what i've never had before
sooooo sad,
did you think they would care?
it's a real disappointment
sooooo lame,
how you cling to the dream that your breath will get lighter.
sooooo weak.
feel so strange,
head is light, arms are limp
who's to blame? is it me?
did i eat?
help me out
tell me what i should think, before i die
hurricane in my head spins around,
spins my heaven into hell
sooooo sad,
did you think that a smile
and a kiss could just fix you?
sooooo lame,
how you fight every day,
but you don't know what kills you.
sooooo weak,
crying just as you read
the ending in silence
sooooo weird,
when you know that you're wrong
but it just won't forget you
what's the point of it if it's all i fear?
can you listen to me through my tears?
i'd love to tell you, and so i shout
but the crowd seems to be too loud
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