5/17/2022
mood: okay, i guess
time: 11:09pm
weather: 67°F, clear night skies
it's been a while since i last sat down and wrote a post on here, almost a month now... !? i've just been taking it easy, all things considered. my boyfriend's mom has come up a couple of times since last month. we hang out, drive around, look at flowers and plants... we did a lot of that this most recent time. bf and i got hooked on a local farm's birch beer and peach iced tea. they have an apple tea that is really lovely as well. the farm is mccutcheon's in maryland. the only place we have somewhat nearby that we can get their bottled products (that we know of so far) is homestead gardens, which is one of my favorite places to go and just browse around.
we've also been making more progress on getting rid of a lot of stuff, spring cleaning, etc. you know, i'd like to become handy in some kind of way so that i can fix things myself around the house. can't wait to have a nice, well-lit area to do larger art things and take photos & videos. that's my main goal right now, and has been for some time.
i'm not alone in feeling lethargic, apathetic, and tired all the time. that's just how it's been for the past month. (ˊ̥̥̥̥̥ ³ ˋ̥̥̥̥̥)
thinking about what i want to do art-wise more. definitely more multimedia works. really want to start pounding out random comics. i want to sew, too. for dolls and for myself. i hope that once it's safe again i can go to conventions and make friends in the artist booth halls... aaaaah! that's all i want. i feel like i never got to experience cons the way i wanted to as an artist because i wasn't making anything or had the ability to booth before. then, i went into a depressive hibernation for seven years! let's fucking gooooo.... i'm ready to break out.
i did all of the dishes today. ♦ having hatch chile mac n cheese & chicken sando for din.