I have similar feelings too sometimes. I drafted a post on this topic a while ago. I was gonna write here or elsewhere about it, I'll just post it now I guess.
The main difference is that I don't want to be invisible, I want to be known, but I just have reservations about everything I say on the internet being infinite, accessible, and searchable. Forever.
I think cancel culture is to blame for some of the feelings you and I have on this topic. ~stargazer?