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generator: pandoc
title: '2010-09-30-up'
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i feel all the entropy
right now
all the people ever known
to me
short-sighted vision into
the past
i live in antiquity
.
i worship vacuous purposelessness
and follow ships of the needless desert,
unfixing all old Karamazov ties.
But it is impossible to avoid
turning around, looking at that lit hill
putting my mind to dizzy wondering.