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title: '2008-06-10-my-god'

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Like a brick\

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like bricks and weights and infections\

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anxiety and grave neurosis\

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like a word used but not yet understood\

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like pain\

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dull, dull throbbing pain\

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a hand within a chest\

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islands betwixt seas removed\

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galaxies and stars and dreams and space\

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a cursed book, curse its powers\

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curse my heart and curse my love\

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curse the peace\

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its wretched dove\

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incompatible, and duly forced\

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fault\

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where lies the white glove?\

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done unto myself;\

Love seeketh only Self to please,\

To bind another to Its delight:\

Joys in another's loss of ease,\

And builds a Hell in Heaven's despite.

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for This is true\

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I warn you all\

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to watch yourself before you fall\

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and tumble, tumble\

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trip and graze\

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grieve for all the better days\

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II\

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I can only be sorry