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the depth of dealing with
trauma cannot be understated
i didn't want to live after she passed
didn't actively try
but welcomed the reaper's embrace
(and frequently hoped for it)
it took the past three years to FINALLY
get to a place of healing
even now though the past finds ways
of haunting me
remind me of my failures and
what i irretrivably lost
the kids we never had
the memories we never made of growing old
of accomplishing the goals we'd had
it is
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harder than most know
but there is a way out
through about a ton of broken glass
concrete and strangling quicksand
BUT
there is
i'm just about at surface
despite it all
still crawling but not \\\S±uCk///
i wish you well tffb
may you find your peace as well, friend
peace and calm are important
relaxing, and not getting too worked up about things
What I have from it, is Cotards Syndrome, or something like it
I just get by day-to-day, feeling what good I have in me