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i'm way too fucking autistic for anything that's what i've been thinking about lately
i need to start getting ready for things at like 7, so i wake up at like 6 in the morning, but it always takes me at least an hour to get out of bed because i can't get myself to get up.
i finally do that. actually i'm going to start pacing around in my room going from corner to corner and going in random directions repeatedly for a billion hours while thinking about random things in my head.
i start getting dressed but actually that also takes me like a billion hours so by the time i actually get ready i should have already left quite like 45 minutes ago so most of the time i'll always be fucking late
the combination of being too autistic as fuck to function + being depressed and passively suicidal from so many things going on in my life is really not helping me at all
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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written on 2024-11-15