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Is being alone something to brag about? I don’t know.
Sometimes I consider loneliness - or, well, loneliness as in the lack of someone to love- as nothing else than the failure at building a connection that truly matters for yourself. I feel lonely, sometimes, but that’s because I can’t seem to connect with anyone in the level I wished I could. The last time I did, I made the mistake of thinking it went both sides.
I think friendships are some of the most wonderful things the world has to offer. I feel *full* when I’m with friends, content. Happy. I feel happy when I’m with them. I don’t need them to love me, because I know they care. I know it’s not an invention.
Sometimes, I feel like a piece of meat. I don’t feel this way with my friends, they’re my safe place. My home.
Maybe I’ll find my “special one” sooner or later, but I have love still.