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oh hello again. i forgot just one thing. please, if you are a dimension.sh member, or you have an appreciation/membership for/with tildes like ours, or you are just interested in participating, send me an email if you'd like to start a podcast. oh, and, also, when my living situation & internet is less... problematic.. and i have some spare hardware.. with sysadmin permission, i would be interested in hosting a local mirror for the dimension.sh site within my region. this has two main benefits:
i should make a disclaimer: i am not a certified or particularly efficient network or software engineer. i just.. do things, and understand them sometimes. i am not an amazing programmer or system administrator. i just do things that those trades would be doing, and i learn from people better than me on a case-to-case basis. i have been doing this for years, and it may seem like i know what i am doing, but i am certainly not an expert, and this project would certainly be pushing me out of my comfort zone. but i am willing to invest time and money into it. after all, i feel like quite the freeloader at the moment.
it does not take any alcohol to make one feel hungover from the weekend. i'm sitting at my desk, in my room, which is a computer graveyard, all LED lights and halogen, neon suffocating, drowning in a blue light ocean. work, soon. money, soon. what will i do with the money? i seem to have lost my appetite, so i do not believe i am going to buy much food any time soon. though i probably will change my mind when i have not eaten properly in several days. if someone could mail me a reminder to not order pizza on delivery every day and watch my hard earned money disappear, that would be excellent of you. it would seem that we were all born into the world without consenting, and still we are not sure what exactly we are consenting to by waking up each day. so let us all take care of each other. i hope to hear from everybody soon. farewell, and dream what you would like to dream, and fear not what they want you to fear. peace.
apologies for disappearing. no i am not homeless. yes i have received all (one) of your emails. yes i have been avoiding the internet as a way to conserve data. however i recently got paid finally for the job that was supposed to save me from this mess (and it did.) so now i have the ability to update things and eat food. it will be a while before i get an actual cable connection (my rust bucket main desktop doesn't have a wireless card for me to jack into my phone hotspot from) but i at least can enjoy my life and not be hungry (or homeless)
might have to ditch home at any moment and running low on internet. sitting here in a tty with a bag full of the bare minimum to survive in the corner wondering where it all went wrong.
will i become a hobo? will i survive? will everything end up amounting to nothing but pointless anxiety? found out next time i suppose
in any case, consider this my explanation if i go quiet for a bit. i'll probably be walking around public hotspot to public hotspot and frequenting gemini whenever i can help it.
oh. hello
i just wanted to say hi to my new neighbours and to anyone who stumbled upon this site otherwise.
don't be shy to email me, i would like to meet you all.