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08292024. good morning flounder
one of my goals is to be a more honest friend. recently a couple friends have been extremely upset at some news that i thought should have been pretty predictable. maybe i should have checked their expectations at some point. of course predictable news can be extremely upsetting. the concerning thing was how unfair they thought it was. nothing that happened really seemed unfair to me
08282024. hello flounder
my focus is really bad lately but none of my daily responsibilities really requires deep concentration. i told A this and he said, if the deficit does not affect normal function then it is not a deficit. i said, what if i just feel the deficit and i hate it? he was like yeah, that's just something they say in neurology sometimes
08222024. good morning flounder
something bad happened at work. people have commented on the grace and kindness i've shown about it but i think this is a misread. i actually just wanted to talk. i didn't really care how it ended i just wanted to see the communication through. well now a person is facing consequences. people are using interesting language about it that i don't really agree with. maybe the consequences were inevitable but i wish the reasons cited were more specific. every time i try to be more accurate and complicated about it someone is like, hey, no, it was scary. so then i wonder should i have been scared? should i still be scared?
happy birthday to my sib
08152024. good morning flounder
i was busy for a while with losing friends and managing a very mild very precise kind of alcohol dependence, more concerning in its implications than in its practice