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9/9/23, 7:14am
she slept so well last night
the best she’s ever slept
he was right about the swaddle
i was worried
(i am always worried)
about the smell of smoke on her clothes
not cigarette
of course
but bonfire
she was nuzzled in the arms
of her future godmother last night
and she stared up at the trees
wide eyes
wide wide eyes
as her future godmother walked around the yard
avoiding the smoke that kept following them
like the smoke was saying,
“let me hold her.”
it was a smoky night.
was it bad for her little lungs?
did i give her asthma?
(i am always worried)
i should not look it up
i will make it worse for myself
she slept so well.
is that a bad sign?
did the noxious fumes put her out?
ali
you are always so worried
(i am always so worried)
i am holding her in my arms just in case