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sometimes there are sometimes there are

people to my left and right

but there never actually are

any people

to my left or my right

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get into our cars

mom dad and me

i'm with dad

and leave the canyon

parking lot

but not before some words

attack mom

we get into our cars

drive real fast

the scenery isn't

what it used to be

we drive over hills

dad gets a flat tire

has a green and white hat

calls a tow truck

runs down the hill towards where mom went

mom keeps driving

turns round a hill

right when we get down the hill

we hear a shot

i expected it

dad scared we run faster

mom rounds the hill

other person shot and missed

then mom shot

and hit

…

mon posts a bunch of facebook

albums of her friends

the thumbnails look like youtube

playlist thumbnails

she calls them pale faced somethings

i don't click the like button

but i think about the results

should i have done so accidentally

i'm incredibly depressed now

(only in my dream)

for some reason

we are on a roof apparently

square

jeff passes on some title to rose

rose speaks and i don't like

how she speaks so i don't like

her anymore

everyone leaves the roof

there's a trailer by a large tree

by a hill

i try to climb the tree and fail

not enough strength to pull

myself up onto the large branch

so i sprint up the hill instead

plan to have a pill

…

trying to find pdf of

red and the black

so i can search it easily

the one by stendhal

not the one by some other author

can't find the former and i think

someone emailed the latter to

everyone in class

maybe justin

i search for messages i inkorg

från justin

no dice

i search the internet some more

quite some time

still zero dice

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asked to longboard around

with chinand

stop for snacks first in

grandma's old kitchen

lost in a lacy iris

future conspiracies will have

drowned in facts of the past

and gained life once

imbibed on the origin

of trials passed

music emphasizes the importance of time—the relationship between action and inaction

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