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Having an online gemlog means that I don't have to buy more journals.
- Recorded my piano sampler. I stressed out about it, which was pretty fun, but then discovered I went WAY overkill. So there's that.
- Had rehearsal. I'm still getting used to my role. Forgot to eat dinner. Someone called the area of my performance "boring" and "too quiet", which isn't my fault, but I still kind of took it personally because I was too hungry
- Realized I forgot to print and study sides for my audition this Thursday, so everyone hold your breath for *that*.
- Got therapy and a date tomorrow
- Feeling pretty depressed. But my room is clean so that's nice. I can just kind of pretend I'm regulated. I can't seem to land a damn job and the creep of losing my housing is insidious but still far.
- I'm trying to be the kind of person I want to have in the rehearsal room, the kind of roommate I'd want to have, the kind of friend I'd want to have... But I'm also just really, really human and I'm struggling and don't know how to talk to my friends about it. There isn't really anything to do! I'm just really sad right now and it's hard to get things done.
Trying to remember to be patient. Always be patient.