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I've been thinking a lot lately about what we want The Small Internet to be like (thanks for that, spring!). Of course, that thinking did not emerge in a vaccuum. The conversations on the BBS at circumlunar.space and on various phlogs have been prodding me in that direction. One of the things that worries me most is the possibility, raised by KatolaZ, that we might reproduce The Large Internet here -- how is it that we human beings are so often our own worst enemies? I'm guilty. I created an LXer mirror, reproducing web content in gopherspace (currently broken due to some change at LXer or one of it's regular contributor sites. I may fix it or I may not). I also set up an XMPP server, so that you may be (by your own free choice, of course) continuously bombarded by the unending cacophony of your c.s. friends and never have any downtime. I'm kidding. There are six of us and it's pretty quiet! But I created that potential. So I feel like I'm contributing to the erosion of the best thing I've found -- gopherspace. As I've mentioned before, gopher is the slow food of the internet. Everything slows down here. The assault on your senses is reduced, if not eliminated. And as many of you have noted, it's the do-it-yourself 'net. People are creators and not simply consumers[1]. Those are its greatest assets. Seliph wrote a couple of pieces[2] recently in which I recognized myself. Like Seliph, I have burned too brightly in a frenzy of creation; I have felt the fool in my self-revelation; I have been overwhelmed by my integration into the great Collective (the internet reminds me of nothing if not the Borg), with its expectations, responsibilities, and unceasing connective demands; and I have sought to 'erase myself.' Last spring, I did exactly that, without a single word of warning, deleting my social media accounts *everywhere* over the course of a couple of days. To be fair, I haven't had Facebook since 2009, so it was probably easier for me than it would be for many. About four months later, I recreated a few of them (reddit, mobile nations, HPC:Factor), but my level of involvement is not the same, most likely because I found this space. So in this climate, when apparently manifestos are all the rage, this is mine: I won't contaminate this environment in which I thrive. [1] gopher://republic.circumlunar.space/0/~spring/phlog/2019-01-16__The_Small_Internet.txt [2] gopher://zaibatsu.circumlunar.space/h/~seliph/mayvaneday/archive/blog/2019/january/vagrancy.html gopher://zaibatsu.circumlunar.space/h/~seliph/mayvaneday/archive/blog/2019/january/ouroboros.html