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we love mistakes
that’s what was established
before i arrived
but i’ve had trouble with it
how to correct and want to make better
while loving the mistake?
can i hold this duality?
i think the answer is no
i need to let go
there is no correcting
or making better
because the moment happened
and it’s out there
and can’t be taken back
this is what needs to be accepted
but there is a trying again next time
which can also be phrased as
the foreboding
“don’t do it again.”
i am losing my thoughts
losing my mind
losing time
losing sleep
losing myself
losing trust
i can only try again
and hope not to lose