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The tough part is really finding people that fit me is really difficult. It's taken me so long here to find good people that understand me. What i mean by not being able to dick around is my parents are incredibly hypervigilant and straightfoward. It's always been a certain way. For a long while I barely had social skills to stand up for myself and relate to others, it still bugs me to this day. For a kid that's been so many places I have never really seen the world in a sense.
My family are like any other, we are a blended family but that's never really changed the fact that we are family. We have great days and bad days days where we laugh and days where we cry. Right now in my life though, they are almost like an iron lung. The support me and take care of me, but they do have issues with boundries and do strangle me sometimes. I don't think that feeling empty is all their fault, i just think they don't realise that they make me feel that way sometimes.