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first off, i'd like to say that i think i nabbed the job for the interview i did yesterday, so i'm kind of thrilled to get back to working. it's been almost two years without one and, while i'm not financially suffering, it's been driving me up the wall without a job.
a part of my nerves over this joblessness stem from an old relationship i had years ago, where my ex frequently made it a point to remind me i was jobless and useless around the house unless i did something to fill in the time. this was some six-seven years ago, and i was only jobless for a few months, but the anxiety did a number on me. it affected everything about me, from how much i eat to how much i sleep, how much gas i spend, if i need to really buy that kind of snack or not. funny enough, he broke up with me because of these neuroses that he ended up instilling in me! or maybe it was the guilt.
it probably wasn't the guilt.
congratulations! I hope you do great in this job. People like that are a disease, good riddance
Fuck people that pick and dig at your insecurities. They are the proverbial cancer of this world.