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If anyone reads these you’d know that I’m madly in love with well hydrogen, my lover boy. I’ll let you in on a little secret, we read each others logs. He gave me the idea of writing about our first night or my perspective of it anyways. For the purpose of this story I will let you know that I’m still in school because it plays a role in the story. So I was bored during one of my live meets and I often go on Omegle egg when I’m bored to chat. I live in a small rural town and my type of guys don’t live here. That didn’t really matter because I figured I would always be alone until I might Hydrogen. Thanks for fucking up my plans and making me rethink my whole life btw. I often use tags such as books and journalism on Omegle because they are things I’m interested in. Fun fact most people on Omegle are horny and looking to sext, but I’m not into all that. So when I met hydrogen he immediately asks what my top 5 books are. We started an amazing conversation before I knew his age or gender and it turned out we are very close in age and well the gender thing worked out as well. I honestly don’t remember what books I chose because I have many favorites but I remember I included some Nicola Yoon books and all the bright places, which is my all time favorite book. He quickly responded with something along the lines of I’m surprised The fault in our stars didn’t make the list. That’s what caught my attention. My favorite author is John Green and my second favorite is Nicola Yoon. I told him if I was including John Green books that would be the whole list since he’s my favorite author. We continued out conversation a little bit further in which I learned his age and information such as that. I’d say we became friends after our first few minutes of conversation. I don’t remember much about the Omegle conversation other then getting his Instagram and asking what is favorite books were. And love if you are reading this I’m so sorry for what I’m about to say. If you’ve read my previous posts you all would know I don’t have any friends. Literally 0. And this man seemed super cool and I wanted to be friends. So I lied to him like an idiot. This was the first and only time I’ve ever lied to him and I promised I’d never lie to him again. But my ass literally told him I had read two of the books. I had never even heard of any of them. God this sounds so awful. Later I researched the two I remembered which was the Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins which is actually a fascinating book about evolution and The Perks of Being a Wallflower which is currently being shipped to my house by Amazon as we speak. Both beautiful books but perks sounds more of my type. We live in completely different time zones so I never talk to him at night, it’s alway early morning to mid day. But we got to know eachother more and within those few hours he had already proven to me that chivalry wasn’t dead and that I had found a true gentleman. So yeah I fell hard for him like a dummy and now I’m planning my future with a dude I’ve never Met. Sounds like I’m in love with a book character I know, but I promise he’s real. He has already made me feel so many emotions he’s made me laugh, cry, smile and overall just a happier person within a few days. I thank him for that because I had been numb to emotion for over a year before meeting him. That’s all I really remember of that night is both of us falling and me being upset when he had to go.
Until next time,
~moon