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October 13, 2022
I seem to attract the strangest problems and people and I feel like I burden everybody with it.
This is the second time some guy in my major, who Iāve never personally met, has stood from afar and just watched me, wide-eyed. He seems too shy to approach. He just stared and stared, and I looked back a few times, and smiled when he slightly waved, but he never budged.
Just stared.
And stared.
In the moment, I didnāt know what to do, so I pretended it wasnāt happening. I continued talking to AnaĆÆs as if he wasnāt there. I told her and Pugsley about it after he was gone. Pugsley got up and looked around for me, and didnāt find him.
I donāt know why I didnāt say anything, or why I didnāt move. I guess I didnāt want to judge. There was a gentleness about him. It was like locking eyes with a ghost. I know he didnāt mean to scare me, but he did.
I feel cursed.
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