💾 Archived View for di.cities.yesterweb.org › entry › 220915.gmi captured on 2024-08-18 at 17:20:43. Gemini links have been rewritten to link to archived content
⬅️ Previous capture (2023-01-29)
-=-=-=-=-=-=-
September 15, 2022
August is gone, has been gone for a while. All I can be to him is someone that he wishes he could spend more time with; a mathematician focuses on problems he can find answers to. As for me, I’m trying to move on and look forward, but here’s another problem that has no answer: I don’t have anything to look forward to. All I have is right now. A good Buddhist would say that that’s a gift, but right now, my rapist is walking down the street at the same time as me.
🍃
I miss him so much that, this morning, I had two separate dreams about missing him. But that’s boring and obvious.
I had a third dream, where I revisited the café I worked at. The man who compulsively buys peanut butter pies was there. I walked up and said, “Hi! Remember me?” His big blue eyes stared into mine and he said, “I love you.”
I don’t know whether that’s funny, or sad, or nice.
.·:·. ✧ ☯️ ✧ .·:·.