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Always something

I just noticed that gemlog.blue adds posts in "most recent last" order. And of course I started agonizing over that, as though it could possibly matter, or reflect poorly on the ego the underlying "behind the with" seemingly identifies with from time to time.

And the phrase "from time to time" is significant, because apart from that ego being imbued with a sense of dissatisfaction with the moment (in a sense, ego - aka "the I thought" is the mental embodiment of dissatisfaction with the *timeless* moment (in a manner of speaking, of course, because word-based conceptuality presumes time, so the word 'moment' is technically incorrect, but there's not a better word because the truth of this particular matter is ineffable).

So... the "i-dentification" of which Gurdjieff/Ouspensky spoke (again, in this weird dream seemingly happening..) is in a posited space/time context whose "reality bit" is set to one such than any posited being thinking about it necessarily considers said context "reality".

Inasmuch as it can be said (it can't...), that is.

'Tis amazing: the endless tunneling of conceptuality aka discrimination!

(Not to mention quite the prison-ous trap.)

Oh well. I'm to awaken my wife!