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I need to scream into the void. Please ignore me. It's just... it all hurts so much and I feel alone. I'll be fine in a minute.
2 years ago
@sdfgeoff2 thank you for reaching out to me and for the beautiful words. · 2 years ago
The desire for nothing - to be uncaring and unfeeling. But at the same time the desire for anything to take away the nothingness of it all. The desire both to feel and to not.
This feeling I know.
Into this uncaring void us humans go: alone together.
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May the road rise up to meet you,
may the wind be always at your back.
May the sun be warm upon your face,
the rain fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
may God hold you in the palm of his hand.
May your day contain at least a small measure of peace and joy.
You are not alone. · 2 years ago
@eph thank you! A hug is very much needed. · 2 years ago
@adou2 thank you <3 · 2 years ago
I'm sorry! · 2 years ago
🫂 · 2 years ago
@bavarianbarbarian wish I could turn off feelings for a bit and operate purely on logic. Thank you. :) · 2 years ago
@haze what makes me feel especially lost is that I thought I was OK-ish, but it was a very thin layer and it didn't hold up very well. · 2 years ago
@tskaalgard it's been better. I am sad and burned out, everything is a bit of a slow grind. :( · 2 years ago
@xandra thank you, really appreciate it:) · 2 years ago
sending you lots of love rn <3 · 2 years ago
What I'm seeing is
❯ echo "I'm fine" > /dev/null
(segmentation fault)
But hey, thanks for still being on the internet and recognizing it youself. Once I was at your position too. · 1 second ago · 2 years ago
You know you won't be fine with this attitude... life's a bitch, chew the shit it serves you, spit it out and carry on... · 2 years ago