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Right, this post was inevitable. Following in the tradition of many internet people, I’ll poast here about loneliness and repeat the oft-repeated refrain of being a young man in modernity
tfw no gf
It ain’t that easy, (if it were, I’d have done it before.) For sure some of this comes from how many of my friends have gotten married young and the types of people I hung around with in college (generally religious.)
I tell myself these feelings stem from coroner virus isolation and such, but they were with me before all of this. I wish I could perfectly forget my exes, but unfortunately I remember them. One was a based Roman Catholic convert — alas I’m Orthodox (she broke it off). Another was a liberal (theologically) who rejected me for a girlfriend (which stung a lot.)
Literally just bee myself 🐝. I have a crush on someone, but the situation is prohibitive so… nothing’ll happen, probably. She’s a little bit manic pixie, but with a normal haircut; she looks good holding a first aid kit. I dunno, it’s late and I’m exhausted from work.