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I had an interesting dream last night that i think has taught me a lot about myself.
In this dream i experimented sexually with a lot of my friends, in many different ways. not all were something i enjoyed but i did find in my dream some i do enjoy.
It taught me a lot about what kinds of sexual experience i enjoy, and also that i honestly find it a very causal thing, and if my friends irl were down for it i'd have a play around with them. which is interesting considering i am very solidly asexual.
I think its kind of important too, to be causal about sex. Because society has made it out to be a very meaningfully connected thing you only do with people you Loveâ„¢. however the queer community for the longest time treated it very casually, and i think that allows people to explore and find what they enjoy and not be judged. it allows for better sex education.
for me, i think it is a fun connection, but not about romantic love, but just about enjoying time with people i love platonically.
I find it useful sometimes, that my schizophrenia makes it so dreams feel so real to me, because it allows me to think about what i as a person want and like and that without having to physically do that (as it takes time and energy, neither of which i have a lot of).
Don't forget that dreams are biased, you might not like irl something that feels amazing in a dream.
Happy dreaming, I have very vivid dreams myself too.