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Any attempt to sum up new relationship energy would miss some of the joys and excitement of the feeling. It is a glorious feeling I haven't had in a long time. Being a polyamorous person in a monogamous relationship is hell. Even when your partner knows you are poly and verbally supports your freedom to explore new relationships there is always the tacit understanding that they would really prefer that you not. It preys on your emotions and limits your freedom knowing that your otherwise supportive partner would really prefer that you cut that shit out and come home to them and only them. My brain is not wired for monogamy and I need some more of that new relationship energy.