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Jack's Story
by Janice TV
As I sit here brushing my long golden hair, I wonder how I can best
relate my story to you. I guess that it must begin at the beginning
when life seemed simple and easy. My story begins as a normal night,
no different from other Thursday nights me going bowling in the company
league.
My wife Loren had been a little bitchy over the past several weeks, but
I knew that it was her job. She was on a career path up at our local
bank, and the pressure of some of her financial decisions and long
hours was taking its toll. My job as a billing clerk for a department
store was just the kind of job that I wanted. I could leave at 5:00 PM
every day without the problems associated with a high pressure job. In
essence I was coasting through life and enjoying it. Loren had a much
larger salary than I did, but this did not bother me.
My enjoyment on Thursdays was to bowl with the company bowling league,
which included having a few beers and generally relaxing with my
co-workers. The bowling league was a mixed league, and we all had a
good easy relationship with each other. Since two of the women were my
age and truly knockouts, my wife was a little jealous of my bowling.
Sometimes when I was out bowling, she was working late at the bank, and
I think that she resented me at times. While we were all good friends
at the bowling league, there was nothing between any of us. On
occasion, I had hugged and been hugged by both of those beautiful young
things when we bowled a strike.
This particular Thursday night, I had a great night bowling with one
game with over 240 pins - my all time high game. That resulted in a
few extra hugs, a few more beers, and a late night out before returning
home. As I opened the front door, Loren was in my face. I was in
trouble and I guess that she also smelled some of the girls perfume
too. My elation of bowling well quickly disappeared. Loren just kept
after me and her intensity rose with each passing minute. Her
frustrations with everything were coming out on me! After a few
minutes of her harping, my mind snapped and slapped at her. I had
never done any thing remotely like that before. My slap contacted her
at my arm's length and together with my extra beers caused me to loose
balance. She was stunned too and together we fell to the floor with me
on top. She was still mad and now even more so now.
She began hitting me and screaming "You SOB, get off me". I guess my
mind really snapped now, and I said "You Bitch, I'll show you." With
that I began to pin and rape her. She fought back hard and the more
she fought, the more determined that I was to finish the job. My dick
was as hard as I could ever remember it. Loren was a tall thin girl,
and while I was not extremely well build, she was no match for me.
I slapped her again on the face, and that caused her to momentarily
relax her legs. That was all I needed, and I was able to wedge her
legs open and start the final act. As my dick roughly penetrated her,
she shrieked at me to stop. I knew that she had to go off the pill as
they had nauseated her, but I didn't care. I pumped my dick in and out
and soon had a tremendous orgasm. I filled her cunt with my sperm. It
seemed like I just came and came into her.
After my organism, I rolled off of her, and was immediately sorry for
my actions. Loren just curled up in the fetal position and sobbed her
heart out. She came back to her senses and reacted violently to my
attempts to comfort her and express sorry for my actions. At my first
touch, she was up and running to our bedroom. I heard the door lock,
and knew that I would be sleeping on the couch this night. No matter,
I tried to tell her that I was sorry, but the only response were tears.
Later I could hear her in the shower for what seemed like hours.
I barely slept that night wondering what would happen in the morning.
Finally, I dozed off only to wake in the morning with Loren in chair
across from me drinking coffee. Her stare penetrated me and I could
see hurt and revenge in her eyes. I was afraid to say much, but that I
was extremely sorry. She would have none of my apology, and reminded
me that she could call the police to have me arrested. Perhaps she
said that calling the police would be the best thing for me, and that
it would teach me a lesson. I pleaded with her trying to explain how
it happened and that I would do anything to make up for what I had done
to her. Now I was in tears, and Loren was just staring at me in deep
thought.
Finally she spoke to me, and said "You need to be severely punished,
and even jail is not good enough for you Son of a Bitch. If you want
to avoid jail, things will have to change, and you will have to submit
to your punishment. You will have to do exactly what I say to do, and
not ask questions. After all, I can call the police at any time. You
will be punished and humiliated before I am through with you. Do you
accept?"
I stammered around trying to find a way out of the situation, but one
look into her eyes said there was no way out. Grudging I said that
"Yes, I will do anything and everything that you demand of me. What I
did was wrong, and I deserve to be punished. I only hope that you will
have some mercy on me."
Loren said "Mercy Hell, you can't know what it like to be raped. It
the worst fear that any woman has. You knew that I couldn't fight
against you. You still took advantage of my vulnerability and weakness
to rape me. You filthy beast. Right now, I hate you."
"Well, I'm going to show you what its like to walk in a woman's shoes
for a while. You will live as a woman until I tell you different. For
sure you will be a woman as long as it takes you to learn what its
like." Loren continued.
With that she went into the bathroom and retrieved a birth control
pill. She handed the pill to me with a glass of water saying "Here
take this, you won't be using you dick again soon, and these pills will
work as good on you as they do on me."
I hesitantly swallowed the pill wondering just what she had in mind.
Before I could ask further questions, she sent me off to work saying
she needed some time alone to plan things. She ordered me to come
immediately home from work, and to remember my promise of obedience to
her.
Work that day was typical, and the pill seemed to have no affect on me.
I was routinely busy and the day passed pretty quickly. I wondered on
the way home just what she would have me do, and what I had got myself
into.
Loren greeted me at the door and welcomed me home - no kiss or hug, but
at least she was civil. She said that she now had things planned out,
and as I walked into the house I could see and smell her drawn,
perfumed bubble bath. I guess that the quizzed look in my eyes asked
the question that she answered. "Oh, honey that's for you, not me.
Now strip off your clothes and hop in. A warm bath will relax and
refresh you after a day at the office."
Remembering my promise, I simply followed her instructions and was soon
in the tub soaking. I could feel the oil and perfume caressing my
skin, and it was not an unpleasant experience. Loren bade me to relax,
and soak while she tended to business. I noticed that on the way out
of the bathroom that she picked up my clothes and closed the door. I
wondered what she was up to.
After what seemed like an hour, Loren returned to my bath. In her
hands were a frilly baby doll nighty, a silken robe, perfumed body
lotion, and a razor. Loren sat the items down, and then commanded my
full attention. She explained that my transformation to a woman would
begin now, and that I should think of myself as a woman and
specifically as her wife. Even though for a few weeks, I would
outwardly be dressed as a man, I had given up my manhood to her.
"You've got a lot to learn, sweetie, and it won't be easy, but I know
that you will try your hardest. Won't you?" All I could do was nod my
head as my voice seemed to disappear.
Could I do this I wondered. What choice did I have was the answer that
came back. Loren handed my the razor, and told my that All my body
hair had to come off, even my arms. When I was finished shaving, I
could cover my body with body lotion, put on my nighty and robe, and
join her in the living room. Loren waited until my trembling hand
picked up the razor and made the first pass on my legs before she
departed again. Shaving took hours. I was not extremely hairy, but
the long hair just kept clogging up the razor. Finally I finished,
took a quick shower to rinse the hair off my body, and stepped out of
the tub.
Putting on the body lotion wasn't to bad. It felt good on my now
hairless body, and the smell was pleasant. Picking up the baby doll
nighty with bikini panties was another thing. How could I wear these?
How could I not wear these frilly things? As I slipped into them, my
mind thought that this was only the beginning and I was now committed.
I walked into join Loren the living room with my robe tightly drawn
around me as if to hide my new identity. To say that I was embarrassed
was an understatement. Loren handed my a glass of white wine and sat
me down in a chair. She could see my disconfortature, and her eyes
danced with pleasure. She did tell me to relax, and that this was only
the first step. As I sipped my wine, Loren began to detail exactly
what would be expected of me.
She restated that I was now a woman and her wife. My goal in life was
to be subservient and to please her. My enjoyment in life would be to
see her happy. She told me to think about all the things that she had
previously done for me, and that now I would be doing all those things
for her. That meant all the chores and housekeeping. That meant
shopping. That meant keeping myself thin and beautiful for her. My
life had totally changed. I could not believe what I was hearing. How
had I gotten myself into this? She also added a sentence that almost
stopped my heart saying, "You better hope that I'm not pregnant,
because you'll be the baby's mother, not me. It would be too bad if
you had to remain a woman for twenty years to raise our child wouldn't
it?" I put that thought immediately out of my mind, and tried to
breathe again.
Loren went on to say that she would be teaching me my duties and that
they would not all come at once. That eased the pressure that I was
feeling, but how could I do all these things that I had never done
before? Before I could answer my own questions, she asked me to model
my baby doll outfit before supper. As I started to get up, she
motioned for me to put on the red high heel shoes that were beside my
chair. I slipped my heels on, and noticed that they fit my feet
perfectly. As I stood up, I nearly lost my balance while Loren just
smiled. My first steps were very shaky, and far from graceful. Loren
told me to take off my robe and spin around. I was again embarrassed
and my face blushed red. Loren said that she liked my new sleep wear,
and I put on my robe as she took my arm and guided me to the dining
room table.
Loren took the seat at the head of the table, and I waited until she
sat down before taking my seat. Loren had pork chops and a vegetable,
and all I had was a small diner salad. Loren told me that I had to
loose at least 20 pounds, and that I would probably then be a size 14,
although she wanted me to be get down to a size 12 dress. I slowly ate
my salad and finished my glass of wine. Loren was still eating and I
would have given anything for a bite of her pork chop. It occurred to
me that I could get Loren another glass of wine, which I did. She
thanked me, but didn't offer any of her food.
After supper Loren helped my clean the table, and then showed me how
she wanted me to wash dishes and clean up. So I stood still in my
heels, nighty, and robe at the sink washing dishes while Loren relaxed
reading a woman's magazine. What a sight I must have made. When I had
washed the dishes, Loren waited until I sat down before telling me
"Young lady you have been bad, come with me."
With that she took my arm and led me down the hall back into the
bathroom. She was right the tub was still a mess of soap scum and hair
from my bath. I started to bend down and clean up my mess, but Loren
again took my arm and marched me into the bedroom. She sat down on her
makeup chair, and ordered my to take off my robe and to lay across her
knees. I did as I was told. She pulled down my panties, and began to
give me a spanking. I could believe it. A grown man submissively
laying across a women's lap and receiving a spanking. She only
delivered a few spanks when I started crying. I was crying not so much
from pain, but out of humiliation, and the realization that a man would
not be receiving a spanking. Only a child or woman would receive a
spanking such as Loren was delivering to me.
After my spanking she pulled up my panties, and sent me off to clean up
my mess. My ass stung from her spanking, but I immediately hopped up
and cleaned up the bathroom. That was a lesson that I did not want to
repeat, and I vowed to myself to be more careful, and to do my chores
promptly.
The rest of the evening was uneventful. I got Loren some ice cream,
but I could not have any of it. My stomach growled with pain, as I
watched Loren eating ice cream while we both watched one of her
programs on TV. I could only reflect and wonder what my state of
affairs would be now and in the future. I thought that we would both
just go to bed as the news started, and in fact we headed for the for
the bedroom. As I started to get into bed, Loren waved her finger at
me and shook her head saying "no, no, no. You can't go to bed yet.
You have to brush and roll my hair for me." With that Loren sat down at
her make up dresser, and handed me her hair brush. Soon I was brushing
her long hair, and finding it mildly pleasurable working the brush and
my hand through her soft hair. I could see that Loren was enjoying my
brushing as well. She then showed me how to roll her hair and in what
pattern to place the rollers.
When I was finished she told me to start brushing my own hair while she
changed into her nighty. I brushed my hair, holding my head from one
side to the other as I had seen Loren do. Loren came back to me and
opened a drawer containing some small rollers. My hair was long, but
was barely long enough for her to get a couple of wraps on the rollers.
She pulled my hair tight in order to succeed, and when she was through
I thought that I would die from the tingling pain. Both of us put on a
sort of sleep cap to keep the rollers in place while we slept. As I
lay down in the bed, I knew that I could not sleep with the pain of the
rollers in my hair. I pleaded with Loren to let me take them out, but
to no avail. She only laughed at me, and said to get use to it, as
this is the way it would be every night.
As could be imagined, I had a sleepless night. When a few times that I
did doze off, I was immediately awake when I rolled my head and was
pricked by a point on a roller. It was a truly miserable night for me.
Near morning I could not sleep nor stand the pain, so I got up and went
to the kitchen to make coffee and take an aspirin. After rummaging
around in the kitchen, I found the coffee fixings, guessed at how much
coffee to put in the holder, and waited for it to perk. Loren was
right, I did have a lot to learn. I did not even know how to make
coffee. I heard the paper thud against the door and I sure wanted to
read the paper with my coffee. I didn't want to open the door, but
finally I put on my robe and quickly retrieved the paper. After an
hour Loren got up, and I poured her a cup of coffee too. The coffee
was about twice its normal strength, but she thanked me for it. She
then asked what I was fixing for breakfast. What a shock, I had forgot
about breakfast entirely. She gave me a stern look. Suggesting that I
should not forget tomorrow, said to get the box of cream of wheat, and
to just follow the directions while she took a quick shower. She also
said that tomorrow she did not want to see me in the morning with out
at least some lipstick on!! Lipstick I thought, I never worn lipstick.
Oh, my God what's happening? I guess that I knew exactly what was
happening.
After breakfast, washing dishes, and taking my daily birth control pill
Loren told me that I better hurry up and take a quick shower or that I
would be late for work. She had me put a shower cap over still rolled
head. Loren was finishing her make up, when I finished my shower. She
had me sit down in her chair while she quickly took out the rollers.
What a relief, but I couldn't believe the sight of my curled hair. She
quickly brushed it blending and smoothing the curls out. A quick spay
of spray net and a dab of perfume behind my ears and she said that I
was finished. She had styled my hair with a part down the center and
the rollers had given my hair body and lift as well as waves. I didn't
want to go to work like this, but Loren loaded me into the car and
dropped me off at the front door. I notice that she waited until I
went in before she pulled away.
At work I quickly went to my work cubical, and began processing
paperwork. I could barely concentrate on work with my sleepless night
and the concern over my now changing appearance. Ah, yes a cup of
coffee would help, I thought. I tried to sneak into the coffee bar
without meeting anybody. But as luck would have it Judy, one of my
co-workers and bowling league members came up just as I was pouring
coffee. As I poured her a cup, she said, "Oh, I like your hair, when
did you start styling it that way? Its a little soft for you, but you
kind of look good with waves."
I answered that Loren and I had decided to try something different with
my hair, and that I was still getting use to it. I ask her if she
really liked it this way and she answered "Yes, really I do." As she
reached over and kind of pushed my hair up near the back. She asked,
"What cologne are you wearing today? You smell delicious. Wait I know
that scent, is that "Escape" that your wearing?" Judy asked with kind
of a shocked look on her face.
I blushed answering that Loren had accidently put "Escape" on me. Oh,
how can I handle this I thought to myself. I could see a suspicious
look in her eyes.
Judy responded, " With your new hair style and "Escape", you better
watch yourself. I might attack." Judy said and she pinched my ass as
she walked away giggling. I stood there blood red for a moment before
almost running to my cubicle. These new sensations were exceedingly
difficult to handle. My emotions and sense were askew and up side
down. I tried to ignore what was going on, and got back to work.
I kept my head down and worked straight through to lunch. I quickly
turned down an invitation from the guys to join them for burgers and
beers at the local greasy spoon. When Judy and Linda stopped by and
asked me to join them for lunch I wasn't so lucky. My stomach needed
something in it, and I had promised Loren to eat light. Judy again
pushed my hair with her hands and said to Linda, "Isn't his hair cute
this way? What do you think about? And don't you love "Escape"
perfume on him. Come on Jack, join us for lunch. We won't attach."
Judy said as she grabbed my hand, and pulled me with them. We walked
to a near by Deli and I had a dietetic soup and half a sandwich. I
think they sensed a change in me. Our conversation was about bowling,
diets, and then Linda commented on where she and her date, Dave, where
going later that evening. Judy and Linda talked for a moment about how
handsome Dave was. I endured this part of the conversation. Soon they
changed the subject, and it was time to walk back to the office.
We window shopped on the way back, and Judy particularly admired a
dress in the window of an exclusive women's shop. Linda said that we
had time and why didn't we go in and Judy could try the dress on. They
dragged me into the shop with them, and Linda browsed through dresses
with me beside her while we waited for Judy to try on the dress. It
was strange looking at dresses, but I thought that I'd better get use
to it. Judy came out of the dressing room with a long cocktail dress
that looked scrumptious on her. Linda and I both said that it fit
every curve that she had, and that she should buy it. With our
encouragement, Judy did buy the dress, putting it on lay away. We then
hurried back to the office.
The rest of the day passed with out further incident, and when quitting
time came I was ready to leave. Loren picked me up at the office
entrance, and we headed home. A couple of blocks from home she pulled
into a shopping center in front of a finger nail salon and said, "I'm
dropping you off here to have your nails done and your ears pierced.
I've set up everything for you. Just give them your name, and they
will know what to do. In fact I've got you set up for a weekly
appointment to have your nails done. I can't wait until they are long.
You'll look pretty with long nails, Honey. Just have them put a clear
cote of polish on your nails for now, and I recommend gold studs for
your ears". With that she reached across me and opened the door for me
to get out. As I looked at her and back to the nail salon, she said,
"You can walk home after your through, and I'll help you with supper
tonight."
With that I got out of the car still alittle unsure about what to do.
Loren confidently pulled away leaving me in front of the store. I
hesitated for a moment, then knowing that I did not have a choice,
walked in. I gave the receptionist my name, she smiled at me, and
asked me to wait a moment. A young lady about my age who introduce
herself as Cindy, said, "Hi, Jack. I've been expecting you. Please
follow me." She led me to a high arm chair in front of the store, and
pulled out a selection of ear ring studs. She asked me to select a
set, and my hand shook as I pointed to the gold ones.
"Now lets see, you want both ears pierced don't you? You'll be cute
with both ears pierced." Cindy said as she smiled at me. Again, I
could only nod my head yes, and she handed me the release form to fill
out will she loaded the first stud into a type of gun. Cindy then had
me hold my head straight while she marked my ears. She warned me that
I would feel a little pain when she pierced my ears, but that it
wouldn't be too bad. I just held still and she asked me if I was
ready, and then pierced my first ear. She repeated the process with
the second ear, and handed me a mirror to see myself. Sure enough,
both ears were now pierced with shiny, gold studs. As I followed her
to the manicure table, I wondered how I could explain the studs at the
office on Monday. Cindy took my hands and began massaging them first.
I was still tensed up from the piercing, and she kept massaging my
hands until I relaxed alittle.
Cindy then started on my hands commenting on how long that my fingers
were for a man's hand. She also said that she had been given
instructions to file my nails a feminine as possible and that I would
be a "regular" with weekly visits. I nodded that "Yes" I would be here
weekly. Cindy seemed confused, and asked, "Are you converting to a
girl or something?" For the first time I was confronted with that
question, and I thought for a minute about how to answer it.
I responded with, "Yes, I guess that I am transforming to a women. I
did something very bad to my wife, and as part of my punishment, I
going to learn and understand what its like to live as a women." With
this statement, I hung my now red face in shame. I almost cried, but
fought it off. I really didn't want to become a woman, but I did agree
to my punishment.
Cindy didn't say anything for a minute, and continued on my nails.
Finally looked at me as if sizing me up and said, "You'll do alright,
Honey. If there is anything I can do to help, you just let me know.
With your physical size and face structure, you might make a cute
girl." With that I blushed again wondering if it would be better to be
a cute girl or an ugly one. She finished manicuring my hands and
filing my nails, and they didn't look much different than before. I
thought that I was through when Cindy asked if I wanted colored
fingernail polish or just a clear coat. After I quickly said clear
cote, she applied the clear but shinny coat on my nails that she said
would harden them and protect them. The clear cote felt cool as she
applied it to each nail, and I had to wait with some other women until
my nails dried. As I paid my bill, Cindy said, "See you next week, and
the same time." I automatically answered, "Thanks, see you next week."
as I left to shop.
In just a few minutes I was home, and Loren admired both my pierced
ears and newly polished nails. She then said, "Until you are wearing
dresses full time, when you come home in the evening the first thing
that you will do is to change into feminine attire, and make up your
face. Now go to the bedroom where I've laid out your clothes."
Oh I thought, can I do this, as I looked at the bra, dress,panty hoose,
and high heels laid out on the bed. I wanted to hide, but put on all
the clothes and the heels, and walked back to the kitchen. Loren
immediately sent me back to put on lipstick, and threatened to spank me
if I ever forgot it again. I held the tube of lipstick for a moment
before applying the red color to my lips. As I saw myself in the
mirror, I saw more of a woman than I did a man. How could I handle
this, I thought.
Loren now smiled with approval at me, and put an apron on me as we
started preparing diner. She taught me where all the utensils and
cookbooks were kept. With her help I started reading the books, and
cutting and preparing the ingredients,I thought that this was fun. I
really enjoyed cooking and wished that I had started years earlier.
While diner was cooking Loren showed me how to properly set the table,
and soon I was serving Loren diner. I really enjoyed her compliments
on how good the meal was, and enjoyed eating my small portion. For a
moment I forgot that I was setting down to eat in a dress, in heels,
with curled hair, and freshly pierced ears.
After dinner I cleared the table, washed dishes, and started to relax
in a chair for some TV. Loren,changed all that, and told me that I
needed to practice and learn how to walk and carry myself as a woman.
To demonstrate, we both stood in profile in front of a fulllength
mirror. I could immediately see many differences. In order to stand
like Loren, I had to slightly bend my knees,push my ass out, my chest
forward, and generally stand more upright. It was most uncomfortable,
and the small of my back protested some as it was streched in new
directions.
When I was somewhat comfortable in that position, Loren showed me how
to walk like a woman. It was difficult and I was certainly clumsy
trying to thrust my hip forward as I walked. In some ways the heels
made it easier, and I was trying to walk with my feet hitting flat on
the ground.
I quickly found out that I could only take short strides and had to
slow down my walk. I felt hobbled and restrained. My arms now hung
behind my body and as I swung them, my chest seemed to bounce back and
forth.
Loren made me practise all night long with only short breaks. During
the breaks, I practised sitting like a lady. That was near impossible
because my dick was in the way and kept getting crushed. Loren, said
not to worry about my dick as she had plans for that too. Loren also
said that from now on, both night and day, that I should walk and carry
myself as she had shown me.
Finally it was time to go to bed, and I was glad to get out of my
clothes and get into my nighty. I brushed and rolledLoren's hair,
before she made me do my own. I was exhausted when I crawled into bed.
Even thought my head still hurt from the rollers, I was so tired that I
was immediately asleep.
When I woke up, it was Saturday morning. It was often that Loren and I
had sex on Saturday morning and I wondered what would happen. I could
sense immediately that sex was not going to happen when Loren told me
to get up and make coffee. I brought coffee and the newspaper to
Loren, and we both quietly drank coffee in bed. I guess that I was
still thinking about sex, and all my experiences of the week, as my
dick got hard and stiff. Loren noticed and said, "I see that its time
that I explained how our sex life will be now. To make it perfectly
clear, your dick will never touch me again. You will be able to
masturbate when and how I tell you. When I'm ready for sex, I will
show you how to satisfy me. Do you understand me? You do not have my
permission to masturbate, and you better make that hard on go away
immediately before I slap it off."
With her cruel words, I was horrified, and my dick quickly deflated.
No sex, and having to live as woman too. This is a terrible punishment
I thought. I've got to do what ever it takes to get this over with,
and get back to normal. I thought.
For breakfast, I scrambled eggs and made toast bread, which wasn't to
difficult. Loren took a quick shower while I cleaned up from
breakfast, then she told me to take my shower too as we had "things to
do, and places to go today".
After I got out of the shower she told me to put on my bra and panties,
and to join her at the make up table. She told me that she would start
giving me makeup lessons, and that she would soon expect me to do my
own face. She started with some moisturizier, followed that with a
creamy foundation, some pressed powder to smooth my face, mascara, and
a touch of blush. She handed me a tube of light pink lipstick to
apply. After she took the rollers out of my hair, and combed it out, I
saw a two women in the mirrow. Jack had disappear, and been replaced
by Jacqueline. My hair still wasn't to long, but I looked female now.
I put on a pair of her pants, and a blouse before putting on the same
high heel shoes. She gave me a purse to carry, and we headed to the
car to spend the day shopping. That day just about killed me. After
the first hour my feet were killing me. My calves ached, and I wanted
out of my heels. Loren wouldn't allow that even though she had bought
me several pair of shoes including a pair of flats. She slapped my ass
every time she saw me walk as a man, and by the end of the day walking
as a woman was almost second nature. She bought me a few outfits, but
said she would by more after I lost more weight.
The hardest part of the day came when I had to use the bathroom. When
I told Loren, she asked a store clerk where the Women's room was. As I
approached the Woman's room, I could see a short line of women waiting
to get in. Loren told me to wait in line, and I had to go so bad that
I joined the line. I didn't want to open my mouth, and all around me
women were talking about their children and how they shouldn't have to
wait in lines to pee. I just looked straight ahead with out saying a
word.
Finally it was my turn for a stall, and with all those women around I
knew that my feet had better face forward. The seat was soiled, and I
sat om my hands while I peed. In front of me was a waste can that
contained used, bloody tampons. It was gross, and I couldn't wait to
escape. I did wash my hands before leaving the Ladies room. What an
experience. The next time that I had to go, I would look early for the
Ladies room, I vowed. Loren only smiled at me as I exited the room.
We took a short break for lunch, where all I was allowed to eat was a
small bowl of soup. Loren sent me back to the Ladies room to freshen
up my make up. She left me alone at the table while she also went to
the Ladies room. All during the day I could feel eyes looking at me.
Both men and women. Did they know, I asked myself? I certainly hoped
not, and when I made eye contact with anyone, I looked away. I was not
ready to deal with anybody as a women.
We continued to shop that day for jewelry and other nick nacks. When
Loren asked me if I was ready to go home, I immediately said "Yes".
What a relief to be off my feet. When I got home, I had to pee again
having held it in order not to go to the Ladies room again. I don't
know why I did it, but I stood in front of the bowl holding my dick,
peeing with great relief. Just as I finished Loren caught me. She
wacked my ass a good one, and was very mad at me. She ordered me to
strip right then and there, which I did. I thought that she was going
to spank me again, but instead she began filling the tub with water.
"In" she instructed me. "I want you to shave your entire public area,
even your balls." she said. She stood there and watched me as I
shaved. It didn't take long, and soon I was hairless from shoulder to
foot.
I noticed that my dick didn't even rise when I held it. I thought that
it was because I was scared of what Loren might do to me. She dried my
body and dick, and smiled when my dick stayed limp. To my absolute
horror she pulled out some surgical tape, and pulled off some long
strips. Next she took my limp dick, and with her finger pushed it
inside of itself and into my body. She now pushed my balls inside my
body, and used the skin of my balls to fold over everything. She then
used the surgical tape in a vertical fashion to hold my balls and dick
in my body , leaving a small opening in the front that made it look a
little as if I had a pussy. I could believe what she had done to me,
and how I had meekly stood by and allowed her to do it.
"Now, you will have to sit down to take a pee." Loren said. "Later if
your a good girl, and promise to never stand to pee, I will take the
tape off. Now get into bed and wait there for me." Loren commanded. I
turned to go to the bedroom still in the state of shock over what she
had done to me. I looked where my dick used to be, and only saw a
budge of my pussy. What else could she have in mind, I wondered.
After a short time Loren came into the room with only her robe on.
As she got near the bed she let it fall off of her, and I was terrified
to see a small dick sticking out where her pussy was. Later I found
out it was a double ended dildo with the big end in her pussy. "On
your back, bitch I am going to give you a good balling." Loren snarled
at me. I was already on my back and thought that she was going to
enter me anally. She was between my legs, and before I realized what
had happened, she penetrated me in my new pussy. Her dick pushed mine
further up into my body, and before I could protest her body crashed
down on mine and she busted my trapped balls. I nearly fainted with
pain, and all I could do was lay there as she fucked me.
She kept busting my balls and I was powerless to stop her. Her dick
seemed to have pushed mine inside out, as she had her way with me. I
could feel her body shake as she neared her climax she said to me "Oh,
it feels so good to fuck you, you little bitch. I've been wanting to
do this ever since you raped me. You richly deserve this." And with
that she had a massive orgasm collapsed on top of me. I was numb from
the experience and just laid still trying to recover.
"Ok, little girl. Now you know how it feels to be fucked." If you
misbehave again, we can always do this again. Wouldn't that be fun?"
She said. She finally rolled off of me, but I still couldn't move. I
was weak and numb from pain. I wanted to look at my dick, but it was
still deep in my body. I worried that Loren had permanently damaged
something.
Finally I rolled over in a fetal position, crying, and fell into a deep
sleep.
Loren woke me a few hours later with a cup of tea. I could still
barely set up in bed, and I was still in pain from my insides being
pushed apart. Loren held me and told me that I would be better, and
that she was sorry that she had to punish me. She helped me up and
into my robe, and led me to the dining room for a light supper with a
glass of wine.
I could barely walk, and was only able to straighten up with her help.
I was raw and sore inside. I asked Loren to untape me, but she said
"No" for now. I relaxed with another cup of tea in front of the TV
set, but didn't really see what was on it. I finally told Loren that I
had to go to bed, and slowly walked toward the bedroom.
On the way, I realized that I had to pee, and I made sure to set down
first. I looked at myself, and wondered how I could pee through the
slit Loren had left me. As I put some pressure on to pee, my dick came
forward until it was only restrained by the skin of my balls and the
tape. I peed and it trickled out of my new crack. Loren was right,
I'd never be able to stand and pee as I was now. I took some Klennex
to clean myself as best I could, and crawled into bed.
The morning dawned and I felt pretty good considering all that I had
been through. I had to pee again and had to set down and pee through
my pussy. I pleaded with Loren to untape me, and she made me promise
to be a good girl and to obey her every command. I quickly promised,
and she let me soak in a tub of hot water, and to remove the tape.
My dick slowly cam forward and my balls dropped back into their sack.
I was raw from her balling, but the hot water helped to restored me.
After dressing and putting on a light coat of make up, I made a quick
breakfast. After breakfast, Loren showed me how to clean the house and
wash clothes. For the rest of the day I worked cleaning and washing.
Cleaning the toilet bowl was particularly disgusting, but I did as I
was told. Finally after ironing skirts, blouses, and pants, I sat down
to relax. Loren choose this time to tell me that after work on Monday
that she would be scheduling electrolysis for me. With the shock of
everything else that had happened, one more loss of identity didn't
seem to matter. Before bed, Loren had me wash both her hair and my
hair. I rolled both her's and my hair, before falling exhausted into
bed. Becoming a woman was sure hard work, I thought as I fell asleep.
On Monday the routine continued with fixing breakfast, taking my daily
birth control pill and dressing. The addition of the day was that
Loren had me apply a very light foundation, which I followed with a
light dusting of powder. The make up barely showed, but with my
pierced ears and curly hair contributed to a soft, feminine look.
I was still worrying about how I could explain my pierced ears when she
took my dick and pulled it between my legs tucking it between the
cheeks of my ass. When she tucked my dick she also pushed my balls up
inside of my body. The tightness of my skin caused when my dick was
tucked, held in balls in place. My dick remained limp from, I now
knew, the hormones.
She told me that from now on this is where my dick should be "worn".
When I pulled up my panties, they now fit better and held my dick
firmly in place. More than before, it looked like I had a pussy. My
dick had disappeared again. I pulled on my pants, and they now came up
my waist a little higher with no bulge for my dick, and they fit
smoothly on my body. When I walked, I could feel my cheeks massaging
the head of my penis. Loren rubbed me with her hand in the area where
my dick use to be, and to my surprise it gave me a tingling, sexy,
sensation.
She also reminded me to keep walking like a woman, and with my dick and
balls gone the center of gravity changed causing me to walk somewhat
differently.
Again I quickly headed for my office cubical after Loren dropped me off
at work, and was immersed in work when Judy stuck her head in to say,
"Good Morning". I barley answered and my actions caused curiosity
instead of encouraging Judy going away. "My God" she said "Pierced
ears too, what else are you going to do?" I hoped that it was a
rhetorical question as I was not prepared to answer.
I bravely said, "Yes, I decided to have them done. Do you like them?"
Judy looked at me, and before she answered my question she asked
"You're wearing make up too aren't you? I don't believe it." I didn't
think that it was that visible, and my face turned red as I thought
about how to answer her.
"I, uh, Judy", I said "I don't know what to say. I was bad to Loren
and kind of lost a bet. I guess that I agreed to live and learn to be
a woman for awhile. I just didn't know what I was getting into and now
I'm so embarrassed." I almost cried from humiliation, and barely fought
it off.
Judy patted my hand to comfort me, and said, "Well if that's what you
want, Its OK with me. I'll still be your friend, but what will people
say in the office? You know that I will help you any way I can." She
said and hugged me. As she did I started crying, I couldn't control
myself as the tears streamed down my face. Judy held me and handed me
a tissue. Finally I was under control. My make up was streaked and I
must have looked terrible. Judy finally got me quieted down, and asked
me if I wanted her to fix my make up. In her purse she had some
pressed powder and she skillfully blended my make up back together. I
was grateful for her help, and thanked her. She said to "Hang in
there", and that we would go to lunch today.
The rest of the morning passed quickly, and I stayed in my cubical.
I was teased by several of my other co-workers about how pretty I was,
but after a 3 or 4 incidents I grew numb to their kidding. A few times
my one of my balls dropped out of my body, and I would have to go to
the men's room in order to fix it. I notice that when I sat down at my
desk that the fabric on my pants that bunched up around my pubic area.
With no dick, it was just an empty, unnecessary area.
Linda and Judy both came by for lunch, and we were quickly out of the
office. Linda noticed the way that I was walking and said that my walk
was very womanly. My ass now swung from side to side with my short
steps, and my developing breasts were pushed forward for everybody to
see. We were pretty silent about my transformation, until we sat down
to eat.
Judy had told Linda, and they both wanted to know all about it. There
really wasn't much that I could tell them. Would I be wearing a dress
to work, have my hair permed, how far would I go, would I have my dick
removed? These were all questions they asked in rapid fire order. I
didn't know the answers to most of their questions. I did them I was
not having my dick removed, but that it was now tucked up between my
ass.
Both girls blushed and giggled when I told them that. They both seemed
eager to help me and to remain my friend. They also said that there
wasn't any reason why I couldn't do my job as well in a dress as I
could in a pair of pants. Soon they were discussing what colors would
be good on me, what the current styles were, how they could help me,
and when would I be wearing a dress to work.
I told them that I would need all the help that they could give me, and
I would be asking lots of questions. They also wanted to take me
shopping. On the way back to work, we stopped by a woman's store where
we looked at different outfits that they said would either look good on
me or not. My head was spinning from everything that was going on, and
the day quickly passed.
Loren, true to her word, dropped me off at an electrolysis shop to
start having my beard removed. The first thing that I had to do was to
remove my make up so that my beard could be closely examined. I layed
down on a padded table where Loren and Annette, the electrolysis lady,
examined me and talked about a course of treatment. She put some
goggles on my eyes to shield them from a high intensity lamp while she
and Loren examined me. My beard was not a full as some men's Annette
said, but it would take long hours to have it removed. Annette had
been able to clear 2 hours each day and 3 hours on Saturdays for me. I
wondered how I could tolerate that much pain.
Annette was ready to start, and I could feel a needle like probe
inserted in my cheeks. I flinched as she pulsed the current into my
hair follicle.
Annette said that I would get use to pain, and not to worry about
flinching that it to would go away. Loren said good-by and that she
would pick me up in a couple of hours. For two long hours I endured
the probing and pain of electrolysis. Annette worked on both cheeks,
and a few times removed hair on my upper lip. When she removed hair on
my lips the pain was great, and I could barely stand it. A few tears
would trickle down my face, and Annette would move back to my cheeks.
She also popped a few hairs out of my eye brows, and said that she
would go slow up there. She finished the day by spending 15 minutes on
my neck starting from the bottom and working up.
I was so glad when she said time was up. She wiped my face with an
antiseptic, and suggested that I might want to apply ice to my face to
reduce swelling. When I looked in the mirror, my face was red and
puffy everywhere she worked on me. My checks especially looked like I
had a rash. She told both Loren and I that I could not wear make up as
it could cause an infection. Loren took me home but on the way stopped
at a drug store and picked up some sunburn cream with Aloe in it.
After I got home, I did apply ice to the affected areas and later the
sun burn cream.
The next day my face was still red but the swelling was down. It
looked like I had a rash, and there was nothing that I could do about
it.
I combed out Loren's and my hair before dressing and going to work.
Loren said that she would pick me up for more electrolysis, and to have
a good day. Judy and Linda were quickly in my cubical to see what was
new. I had to explain the electrolysis, and Judy rubbed her hand
lightly across the new smooth area on my face.
The days that followed were much the same - work followed by more
electrolysis.
The biggest change occurred after about 10 days of taking birth control
pills. My breasts started to grow and became very tender. I asked
Loren about it and she said that the tenderness would go away in a few
days. In the mean time she said that I could wear a bra if I wanted
too, and that it would help. After work I did start wearing a bra and
it did relieve the tenderness caused by my clothes rubbing on my
breasts. Especially, at the end of each day I noticed that my breast
seemed swollen and enlarged, especially the nipple area. I was pretty
quickly developing the breast of a woman. Soon I would not be able to
hide it. One day during lunch Judy and Linda got me to try on a blouse
that I could even wear with my male clothes. The store was pretty much
empty and they pushed me into the change room with the blouse before
anybody could say anything. It fit well and I noticed my developing
breasts were comfortable in the blouse. In my regular shirts there was
a definite tightness when I buttoned my shirt in my chest area. Men's
clothes just did not fit me well now.
Walking like a woman was second nature, and even Loren was pleased with
my efforts. My dick had also become accustomed to being tucked between
my ass. At first sleeping on my stomach had been difficult and caused
my back to ache. After a while even that became comfortable.
Sometimes Loren would slide her leg between my legs, and her actions
caused unexpected waves of pleasure to flow within me. I appeared to
still be horny despite the hormones.
Day after day it was more electrolysis. Annette was making progress,
and she was also removing the small regrowth of hair that was
occurring.
She had removed a line of hair that divided my chin and neck from the
rest of my face. It was at this point that she began the final
clearing and I could see lots of progress. She had by now removed the
hair where my sideburns had grown, and what was left was growing long
and full.
She had carefully shaped and arched my eyebrows. As the hair on my
head continued to grow and she removed my facial hair, my appearance
grew more and more feminine.
My face was nearly clear of hair and Annette was spending time removing
the hair on my hands and chest too. When I removed my shirt to allow
her to work on my chest, I didn't know how to react to her compliments
about my developing breasts. I wanted to cover myself and I was a
little embarrassed. Finally the day came where she was only removing
small amounts of regrowth on my face and spending all of her time on my
arms and chest. My hands were now also clear of hair. She and Loren
had a meeting to discuss my future treatments, and they decided to
continue during the week only. It was at this time now about 4 weeks
since I started birth control pills that Loren started talking about a
vacation for her and I. I knew that it would be two girls going on
vacation.
We both had two weeks vacation due us, and I was very much nervous
going as a girl.
Never the less Loren had me schedule my vacation for two weeks hence.
She had decided to go Miami and to check us both into a Spa where we
could be work out, but be pampered as ladies. I had lost by now 30
pounds and felt very weak because of the weight loss. I fit
comfortably into a size 14 dress, but Loren still wanted me in a size
12. She thought that the Spa would finish the job on me. I was
worried about being finished alright - totally.
As I started the final week of work before vacation, I was nervous and
excited at the same time. Linda and Judy were also excited for me too.
I told them that on Friday after work that both Loren and I were going
to the beauty shop. My hair now had grown out, flowing over my ears
nearly to my shoulder. Loren wanted to have it permed, and I could not
stop her. Judy thought that it would like good permed too, but it all
seemed so permanent to me. My fingernails were long and perfectly
shaped too, and soon I would have them painted red.
Both Judy and Linda wanted to pick Loren and I up after the beauty
shop, and go out to dinner. I asked Loren about it, hoping that she
would refuse. Naturally she thought that it was a good idea, and would
give her a chance to meet my girl friends.
Loren and I had also shopped for some more dresses, a swim suit, and
work out clothes. I was able to talk her into allowing me to wear a
one piece swimming suit instead of the bikini that she choose for
herself.
She also confirmed to me that after I returned from vacation that I
would be a full time woman including at work. This was the big one,
but after all the steps that I had taken it would not be as hard as I
first thought.
Friday came, and as I woke up, I shuddered at what it would mean to me.
I was up early to bathe, dress and put a light coat of make up on
before fixing Loren breakfast. At breakfast Loren was very excited,
and said that I would do fine and was already a pretty girl. I was so
nervous that I could barely eat a small bowl of corn flakes. After I
dressed for the last time in a pair of pants, I gathered up a dress,
panty hoose, purse, heels, and my make up case to use later. By now I
was skilled at applying make up having worn it on weekends for the past
month or so. I carefully placed everything in the car and Loren drove
us to work.
At work I walked into my office cubical to be greeted by Linda and
Judy.
They were also excited and couldn't wait for the day to end. Both were
looking forward to seeing me completely dressed and to our evening out.
Judy, said to me "Honey, your going to be so pretty that we will all
have to fight the men off of you. I'm so jealous." The thought of
being attractive to men scared me. I had not thought about that.
I sure didn't want to fight off men.
The day went forward, and I again ate lunch with Judy and Linda. The
men and some to the women in the office now shunned me, and never asked
me out to lunch. I definitely felt more comfortable in the company of
women, and now we had more in common. I was now conversant on clothes
and make up styles, and was even following the soap operas on TV. I
only felt uncomfortable discussing men or babies.
The day ended and Loren came up to my office with all my new clothes.
We chatted awhile and I introduced Loren to Judy and Linda. After the
office cleared out we all went to the ladies lounge for me to change
clothes. As I got down to my underwear, Linda and Judy were amazed at
how well my panties fit and where my dick had gone. Over time my dick
seemed to get somewhat smaller and my balls now never came down out of
my body. I could even wear bikini briefs without showing a bulge for
my dick although I preferred high cut hip style panties.
I think that Judy and Linda wanted to see me nude, but I wasn't ready
for that. They did see my new "C" cup breasts with enlarged nipples,
and they could not believe my development. I filled out my bra and
with electrolysis had no chest hair.
I quickly dressed, inserted some long ear rings, and started to apply
my make up. I applied a foundation, used eyeliner and mascara on my
eyes, a rosy blush on my cheeks, lined my eye brows, and put on a deep
pink lipstick that picked up accent colors in my dress.
All three ladies admired my new ability, and when I was through, the
mirror showed four lovely ladies. I thought that my hair looked OK as
it was, but I knew Loren would still make me go to the beauty shop.
On the way out Loren dropped my pants and shirt into the trash can.
I was finished as a man. I said good by to Linda and Judy who I would
be seeing later for supper. Loren and I headed to the beauty saloon.
As Loren and I walked in she announced that Loren and Jacqueline were
there for appointments. It was a plush salon and Loren and I were both
served a glass of wine while we waited. My beautician, Jody, came for
me first, and I soon found myself in her chair discussing my hair.
Loren had set me up for a perm and our discussion was about how it
should be permed to emphasize my facial features. It seemed so natural
to discuss hair styles and facial features even though I had never been
in a beauty shop. The magazines and girl talk had made me conversant
in the latest hair styles.
We agreed on the best perm for me, and Jody was soon washing my hair.
After my hair was towel dried, Jody cut my hair a small amount to even
it out. Then she rolled my hair with rollers and perm paper. She made
sure that my dress was well protected and then applied the perm
solution to my hair. It was at this point that I really knew that
there was no escape from womanhood. I could not turn back.
Jody put me under a hair dryer and set the timer. As I set there
reading a woman's magazine Loren came by and winked at me. This is
what she wanted. There was no escape. I would now be her wife without
doubt. After what seemed to be a long time under the dryer, the timer
went off. Jody retrieved me, and rinsed my hair off while she removed
the rollers from my hair. She washed my hair and put a neutralizing
solution in it, and again set the timer. This time I did not have to
wait long.
Jody washed my hair, and led me back to her chair.
In the mirror I could see the many ringlets of my permed hair. She
carefully blew dry my hair and picked it into place. When I was
through, I had to admit that I looked good. I put on a fresh dab of
lipstick and walked out to meet Loren.
Even my walk was easier, and my hips swayed from side to side. It was
as if I was confident in my appearance and role as a woman, and so
being one now was easier. Loren had me walk and spin to demonstrate my
perm, and the new me. This time it was easy. Instead of the clumsy
man two months ago who stumbled around in high heels, there was now a
confident woman who knew that she looked good and who was proud of all
of her hard work.
The excitement of my complete transformation now excited both of us.
On the drive home, I was excited about the coming evening out and our
vacation. Because I looked and felt so good, I now looked forward to
womanhood. All the hard work and pain showed in the mirror.
We arrived back at our apartment and packed clothes while waiting on
Judy and Linda to arrive for supper. Then we changed into evening
clothes and fixed up our make up for the evening.
I greeted Judy and Linda at the door as they came to get us. They were
as excited too, and could not believe my complete transformation. I
was wearing a low cut dress with a pearl necklace. My breast perfectly
fit the dress and showed a little cleavage. The back of the dress was
cut low and the cool evening air on my back was contributed to a new
experience.
Judy and Linda had bought me a gift, and said that it was my "coming
out" gift. It was a medium sized box and when I tore it open, it
contained a make up case type suitcase. I needed that as I didn't know
how I would pack all my make up for vacation. When I opened it up,
they had packed it with some dainty silk nighties and a matching robe.
I almost cried for the thoughtfulness and hugged both of them. Now
when I hugged women, we met breast to breast and just lightly kissed
each other on the cheek so as not to mess up our make up. It was
amazing the changes that had taken place. Some things I just took for
granted and they seemed so natural now.
Judy and Linda took us to a very elegant restaurant, and our evening
dresses fit in well with the decor. I ordered a light supper, but
needed not to worry because the restaurant served small but carefully
decorated food. We each had a glass of wine, and with the new
experiences of the day, I was dizzy with excitement and pleasure.
After diner we went to a very nice night club, and I didn't give it a
second thought. It just felt very natural especially in the company of
my girl friends.
Because we were woman, the night club did not charge us a cover charge
and we were welcomed to a table. We each had another glass of wine and
talked while enjoying the music that the band was playing.
The "girl talk" turned to men at the night club, and who was good
looking and who was a dog. Even this conversation didn't seem too
strange.
After all I knew how to judge men. Soon men were coming by asking us
to dance. In an effort to tease them and not be to easy, we refused
them at first. Then one of the guys who we all thought was good
looking asked Judy to dance and without hesitation she said, "Yes".
When Judy got up to dance, I realized that there was a good chance that
I would be asked to dance too. I asked Loren what I should do, and she
said answered with a twinkle in her eyes, "Dance with the guy".
I had never danced with a guy, and so for awhile Linda and Loren were
explaining how to dance and where to put my hands. Everything was
backwards, and I was very nervous about dancing and hoped that if
someone did ask me to dance that it would be a fast dance.
Just as the band struck up a new song, a nice looking guy did come over
and asked me to dance. Even though I wanted to say "No", I found
myself standing up. As I stood up, I was escorted smoothly out to the
dance floor. The guy introduced himself to me, and his name was Ken.
I told him my name was Jacqueline and we started to dance.
Thank goodness it was a fast dance, and I found myself trying to follow
his dance steps. He was a pretty good dancer, and I was able to keep
up with him despite dancing in high heels. Dancing in heels with a man
was another new experience. I could see his eyes sizing me up and
checking out my breasts and the rest of my trim body. It was slightly
uncomfortable, but only a few months earlier I would have done the same
thing.
The dance ended and we stood on the floor making small talk. Ken was a
lawyer in town, and was working his way toward becoming a partner.
I told him where I worked too. Then band then started another song,
and Ken naturally and easily pulled me into his arms as the band had
started a slow song. Since he had folded me in his arms, it was easy
to use the right hands and arms to meet him. Now I was nervous again.
I could feel my breast lightly touching his suit jacket. His arms held
me firmly around my waist. I had to concentrate on dancing backwards,
and it was very difficult at first.
Ken continued to talk to me while we dance and complimented me on my
perfume. By the end of the dance I was very comfortable in Ken's arms,
and hated to be escorted back to the table. The girls wanted to know
all about it, and how did I like Ken. I blushed and just didn't know
how to respond to their questions. While I talked to them my eyes made
contact with Ken's across the room, and I found myself flirting with
him. Loren noticed, and reminded me that I was her wife, and not to
have any thoughts about Ken. She seemed a little jealous, although it
seemed that she was teasing me. The evening was delightful, and I
enjoyed it thoroughly. I danced with Ken twice more and once with
another guy, but I felt something special when Ken and I danced. I
began to really see him and his handsome features. I enjoyed being
held by him. It was a new and exciting experience. I accompanied him
to the bar for another glass of wine, and then to the an outside
balcony. We chatted with me mostly listening to Ken and looking into
his deep brown eyes. I completely forgot the other girls, but they had
their eyes on me. Soon Loren beckoned me to leave as we had an early
flight the nextmorning. I looked at Ken to thank him for a wonderful
evening. As I did he lightly kissed me on the lips and murmured that
he too had a fun evening and that he would like to see me again. It
seemed more natural than I could have believed when he kissed me. I
told Ken that I would be gone a couple of weeks, and gave him my phone
number. Ken squeezed my hand I as with drew to leave. I couldn't
believe how I felt about him. I knew that I would have to see him
again, but this thought was confusing even though I did want to see him
again.
On the way home all the girls teased me about Ken. Loren was a little
silent and not that excited about me being with another man. There was
alot of giggling about how I could handle Ken in bed, and I certainly
blushed over that suggestion. At our apartment, we chatted for a few
moments and then Loren and I were alone again.
I thought that we would get undressed and go to bed, but Loren had
other ideas. As we got to the bed room she pulled me into her arms and
kissed me flush on the lips. This was a total surprise, because she
had not shown any interest since the last time she put the dildo up
inside me.
She was all over me. She kissed me again full on the lips, and her
tongue was inside my mouth as she french kissed me. Our lipsticks
together made kissing different and exciting. She held me tight as her
hands explored my breast and her leg pushed between my legs. Now I was
as hot as she was.
My dick seemed to be coming to life, but was still nicely tucked up
between my ass. Slowly Loren started undressing me while we kissed and
explored each other's bodies. I also started to undress her, and soon
we were down to our underwear. I wanted her in some way or other and
she defiantly wanted my body.
We finished undressing and she layed me down in the bed and crawled in
on top of me. Again I had the message that I was being dominated, but
I was too hot to care. She sucked on my swollen tits and I wanted her
more and more. I pulled her on top of me but there was nothing between
either of our legs.
I was breathing rapidly not knowing what would happen next. Loren then
pulled herself upright and had her cunt over my face. I greedily
pulled her musky cunt to me and began to probe it with my tongue. She
squealed with pleasure as I found her clitoris and began to stroke it
with my tongue. I felt her react to my stroking, and it was a turn on
to me too, and I rapidly brought her to a climax. Her juices soon
flowed down my tongue as she begged me not to stop. She fell off of
me, but I knew that we both wanted more of each other.
She started working on my tits again, and then brought her cunt up so
that one of my tits was rubbing her cunt. I pushed my swollen tit with
one hand to make it stand up higher as she slid her cunt back and forth
over my tit. It just about drove me crazy as she worked over me and I
nearly came.
She sense how close we both were and rolled off of me. Then she rolled
me over on my stomach and played with the end of my dick which was
still held by the cheeks of my ass. With her other hand she began to
gently play with my ass. My ass was soon rising up and down on the
mattress.
By now she had two fingers inside of me and I was moaning with
pleasure. She stopped for a moment and said that I was ready for
something special. I layed for a minute to catch my breath and
wondered what she was doing.
She was strapping her dildo on. Only this time she put the little end
inside her leaving the big end sticking out for me. She was at me
again with her hands and fingers, and even though I knew what would be
coming I was again moaning with pleasure.
As I was reaching a fever pitch Loren ask me if I was ready. I moaned
back, "Oh, Yes. Give it to me. Please fuck me. Give it to me now.
I want it. Oh, please fuck me."
Loren teased me with the head of the dildo and said, "Beg me for it,
honey. Do you really want it?"
Again I asked her to fuck me now. I wanted her to desperately fuck my
ass. As she rubbed the head of the dick lightly against my ass hole, I
even begged her for it. With that she started to pump the dick into
be. I banged my ass into to the dildo, and wanted it. As she started
to penetrate me, I began to realize how big the dildo was. Now she had
her body weight driving it into me, and it was filling me up. I could
hardly stand it, but I couldn't stop her. As she sunk the dildo into
me, I had a feeling of pleasure and pain at the same time. She rested
a few minutes to let me feel the dick all the way inside me.
I started to ask her to take it out, but she began to rhythmatically
fuck me. Soon I began to feel waves of pleasure flowing over my body.
As she stroked the dildo in and out of me, my own dick would come in
contact with the dildo for just an instant. I was about to have a
gigantic orgasm. My body tightened around the dildo and shuddered as I
came.
At the same time Loren came again too.
We both begged each other for more before Loren collapsed on top of me
with the dildo buried deep in my ass.
Loren finally got off of me and put the dildo on the bedside table.
We hugged each other and she gently stroked my face as she kissed me
lightly. I was so content in her embrace. I loved the experiences of
the evening. Finally Loren said, "I hope the loving tonight will make
you forget about Ken." It was special tonight wasn't it?"
I couldn't believe it, she was jealous of Ken. I answer back quite
honestly that I had never been fucked like that, and hugged Loren
tightly.
In my mind, I wondered how it would have been with Ken. Loren had put
ideas in my head. We were both a mess with make up smeared everywhere.
We got up and took a shower together, and I gently washed Loren and
shampooed her hair. She got out of the shower. After I got out it was
now early in the morning, but I dried and rolled Loren's hair before
collapsing into bed for a few hours sleep.
The alarm woke both of us, and neither of us wanted to get up, but the
plane would leave with or without us. I fixed a quick breakfast while
Loren got dressed, and she cleaned the dishes while I dressed and
applied a quick make up job. With my perm, all I had to do was pick my
hair into place and give it a dab of spraynet. I had to brush and
style Loren's hair, but that wasn't to difficult. We both wore a nice
dress and flats instead of heels. We were now ready to depart for the
airport. I was getting nervous again at the airport having never
travelled on a plane as a man or woman. I needed not to worry as a
porter addressed us a ladies and took our bags. We both decided to
hand carry our make up cases. We could loose clothes, but would be
lost without our make up. Soon we had our tickets validated and were
waiting for the flight to be called. I could hardly sit still, but
Loren comforted me and told me that it would be alright. I had to make
several stops at the Ladies room, and finally they called our flight.
Loren had me sit next to the window, and I looked out at everything
that was going on. At take off, I had a firm grip on the arm rest, but
Loren was patting my hand telling me that it was OK. Once airborne, the
view was fantastic.
I looked at clouds, the ground, and just marvelled at it all. I was
excitedly pointing out things for Loren to see. I was like a kid in a
candy store. Loren just smiled and enjoyed my excitement.
The stewardess brought us lunch and a soft drink. I really enjoyed
being served on the plane, and relaxed on the flight while reading
"Vogue" magazine. We arrived in sunny Miami, and the first thing to
hit us both was the heat. It was so hot, and I didn't want to sweat
through my make up. After we reclaimed our luggage, Loren rented a car
and we were off for the health spa.
It wasn't to far to the spa and Loren registered us both in. There was
no question about two ladies registering and they gave us a room with
two twin bed. The room was furnished in modern chrome type furniture,
and the walls had modern, brightly colored pictures. Our room opened
onto a inner court yard that contained a pool. I immediately noticed
that only women, and mostly gorgeous women were lounging around the
pool. Some of the women laid on lounges without bikini tops on with
their breast exposed for a sun tan. As a man I would have really
enjoyed the scene. Now as a woman, I was frightened of being found out
as a man. It really hit me that I was checked in as a woman, and would
have to remember what I was.
After we unpacked, we went back down to the lobby for an interview and
to find out what the week ahead would bring. We both found out that we
were in time for an afternoon work out of that combined music with step
exercises and dance rhythms. I told the young lady interviewing me
that my goal was to lose 10 pounds in order to get into a size 12
dress. She weighed me, took my body measurement, and set up the weeks
schedule for me. She promised that I would easily loose the 10 pounds
and enjoy it too. When we got out of the interview, Loren and I
compared schedules and found out that we were together at times and
apart at other times. All of our meals were together, but I soon found
out that my meals were smaller than Loren's. We also were scheduled to
take health and beauty classes together. It looked like a fun week,
and I hoped that I could get through it. We had to go back to the room
to change into excessive clothes because the afternoon work out was
just about to begin.
My exercise outfit consisted of black stirrup pants over which I wore a
kind of colorful nylon one piece body suit. The top had a built in bra
that I nicely filled out. Since I knew that I would be sweating, I
took off all my make up and only put on lip stick. When I looked at
myself in the mirror, I still saw a reasonable well proportioned girl.
I had my dick still tucked up between my ass, and Loren agreed with me
that I looked very much like a female. I put on a pair of pink trimmed
tennis shoes and was ready. We grabbed a towel and left the room. I
walked behind Loren as I was still somewhat uncomfortable in my new
attire.
Loren led us to the exercise room and we met several other women there.
We chatted about losing weight and what was ahead, before the
instructress call us to begin. She music played and she had us
limbering up and stretching before we really started working out. I
was in the middle of the group trying to just blend in. All around me
were beautiful women, and I couldn't help but sneak looks at how
beautiful some were.
Soon we started doing dance steps to rhythm, and I found out how hard
that was. I had a difficult time keeping in step, but just kept
trying.
It didn't appear that anybody else had a problem. Just me. I felt
like that I was sticking out like a sore thumb, but all I could do was
keep trying. We had breaks and did different exercises for over an
hour. Then we were finished, and I was exhausted. Loren and I looked
at our schedules and found out that we were scheduled for a massage and
facial for the rest of the afternoon.
Loren led us to the locker room which had an entrance to the massage
room. The locker room had common lockers but with several private
showers.
There were lots of other women in the locker room, and I looked
helplessly at Loren. She winked at me, and found us two lockers
together a little away from everybody. I wanted to ask how I could do
this, when Loren said, "Come on Jacqueline, get undressed and lets take
a shower. It will be just fine." I noticed that other women were using
the large towels as robes, and I carefully undressed and wrapped a
towel around me too. I found out that my breast kept the towel from
sliding down, and that the towel covered my privates. As I passed a
mirror, I only saw a room full of beautiful women looking back out of
the mirror.
Still, I quickly found an empty shower and closed the curtain behind
me. The shower was large and well appointed. There was a selection of
soaps and shampoos, and I had fun picking some out. As I lathered with
a scented shampoo, I started to relax and enjoy the shower. I thought
that if I could make it through this week without being discovered that
I could pass anywhere.
I dried myself off and flipped my wet hair into place after the shower.
I took a new towel and wrapped it around me as a robe again and opened
the shower curtain. Loren stood waiting on me with a towel wrapped
around her to. She led the way to the massage room, and as we entered
my heart sank again. Except for a small reception area, the massage
room was a pretty, large room filled with massage couches that had
women getting massages on most of them. The woman only had towels
draped over their most private parts, and I wondered how I could get on
the table without being discovered. Loren and I were shown to
different tables, and my masseuses was not there yet. I sat on the
table and carefully laid down on my stomach while keeping the towel
covering my privates. My dick was well tucked, but if the towel came
off I could easily be discovered. A youngish blond girl came to my
table and introduced herself as Inge to me. She told me to relax and
let her do the work.
She started by working some nice scented oil into my back and started
needing the tense muscles in my back.
Soon I was really enjoying her ministrations. It was so great, and I
was so relaxed that I almost went to sleep. She worked on my back,
then on my legs, and before I could protest removed the towel and
massaged my buttocks. I truly felt naked, and tensed up. Inge sensed
my tenseness, and told me to relax and that she would only work on the
that area just a little bit. I worried that my dick would be visible,
but knew that I had tucked it deep into the cheeks of my ass. Inge was
working from in front of me and she seemed not to see it. I was only
to glad when she put the towel back over me and asked me to turn over.
When I turned over, exposing my breast, Inge complemented me on my body
before working on me again. She said that I had good muscle
development, and that I should continue to keep on whatever exercise
routine that I was on.
Little did she know that the muscle development was masculine. As she
worked over my shoulders with the body oil and then gently on my
breast, I found it extremely pleasurable and sensual. I wondered how
it would feel to have her masturbate me as a man or a woman. This
thought quickly passed as was still worried about her finding out. I
kept alert and at least on hand on my towel.
I was well relaxed when she finished and thanked her for the massage.
Inge said that it was a daily routine and that she hoped that she could
work on me again.
My body felt so smooth and relaxed from the massage, and I looked
forward to the next one.
Loren and I dressed and headed to the full service beauty saloon where
they also did facials. They had each of us set down in a firm but
comfortable reclining type chair. First my face was scrubbed clean
with a rough cloth, and then massaged with a cool lotion. I was really
getting use to this treatment. Then a mask was applied and allowed to
dry. I could feel my skin being drawn up. I relaxed in the chair and
let the worries of the day depart. It was wonderful. After the mask
was removed, another light and bubbly mask was applied as a cleanser.
This was followed by another rubdown of lotion, and we were through for
the day.
Loren and I went to our room to share the experiences of the day, and
to put on a little make up. I did mine and then did Loren's. I was
beginning to enjoy making her pretty, and doing both of our faces in
ways that I had read about in magazines. Loren enjoyed it too, and
thanked me with a hug.
We decided to tour the facility, and discovered a hot tub and a fully
equipped exercise area complete with every conceivable piece of
Nautilus equipment. The decor was also well done, and the ladies using
the facility seemed to be having fun. We sat down in the restaurant
and enjoyed a tropical juice drink. We were joined by one of the
ladies that we had met earlier. It was fun hearing about the inside
scoop and gossip from Lorie. She had been there several days and told
us about some of the guests and staff people. Lorie told us that some
of the staff were gay and that they were carefully on the make for the
guest. To my surprise she mentioned Inge as a bull dyke. She also
knew some of the clubs to go to at night. She and some other ladies
were headed out that night and wanted us to come. We begged off,
because with the days travel and exercise we were both tired. The
evenings had some activities such as seminars on healthy living.
Loren and I decided to eat in and relax in the bar before getting a
good nights sleep. I put on a nice tropical print dress that Loren had
bought me, and we talked about shopping for clothes in Miami. We had a
nice broiled fish dinner that was served in small portion with a small
side order of vegetables. I noticed that no bread was served and the
desserts were fruit dishes and not high in calories. After dinner we
found a seat at a table in the bar. We were sipping a glass of wine
and listening to piano music when Inge came in. She spotted me and
came over to our table. I introduced her to Loren, and invited her to
set down and have a drink with us. The three of us talked for awhile,
but the conversation seemed to turn to one with sexual innuendo. Inge
was telling us how pretty that we were, and that she had some ideas
that would make us prettier. I was getting nervous about the
conversation, and Loren told her politely maybe some other time. Inge
responded without missing a beat, "Maybe I should call the police, and
you can explain your boyfriend to them." With that she patted my hand
and said that she was sorry to be so direct, but that we should come to
her room for a private drink. I had been found out, and Loren and I
didn't know what to do.
Inge got up waiting on us to come, and said, "Are you ladies coming?"
Loren got up and said that we would go with her. I also got up and the
three of us left the bar with Inge. Inge seemed happy and content that
we were coming. She particularly put her hand around my waist, and I
shuddered to think what was coming next. Inge as with other staff
members had a small apartment behind the spa. When we went in, I
noticed that it was nicely furnished, and adorned with pictures of
women both photographs and paintings. Inge poured each us a glass of
wine, and we sat down on her couch while she put on soft music on the
stereo.
Inge sat down beside me, and wanted to know how long that I had been
impersonating a woman. My face turned red and Loren and I told my
story.
Inge said that she noticed my muscles and had seen my dick tucked
between my ass. She was amazed at how well that I had progressed in
such a short time. She said that in exchange for a few favors that she
would keep our little secret. I knew that the favors would involve me,
and wondered if I could afford the payment. Inge hugged me and said
that it had been years since she had sex with a man, but then was I a
man?
She laughed. She kissed me and suggested that we retire to the
bedroom. Her bedroom was another story. It was a sex gallery. She
had restraints hanging from the ceiling, and attached to various points
in front of and on the bed. The ceiling had a mirror, and the bed had
satin sheets.
I could see various dildos on the night stand, including one that was a
mouth gag. Inge had Loren and I undress while she did the same. I was
nude, but with my dick tucked in its usual spot. Inge told me that she
would teach me how to make love to a woman, and I blurted out that
Loren had shown me a few tricks already. Inge's eyebrows raised, and
she said that I she would find out everything that I knew. First she
had me restrain Loren in front of the bed and to the ceiling straps.
Loren was now bug eyed with worry too. Inge kissed me and hugged me.
Our breasts met, and she smiled when nothing came up between my legs.
She pulled our bodies together and we embraced each other, I still had
no dick. Inge and I worked our way in bed while Loren watched. Inge
smiled at Loren, and told her that she would be next. Inge was on her
back and soon had me sucking greedily at her cunt. I found her
clitoris and worked my tongue around it. Inge moaned, calling me a
little bitch, and that Loren had indeed shown me some tricks. I kept
working on her until she had an orgasm. She pulled my head into her
cunt as she came, and I almost suffocated.
When she recovered she had me lay on the bed face up. She asked for my
hands and in a flash they were restrained to the bed. Next she
restrained my feet, and then both Loren and I were restrained. Inge
was now smiling happily at both of us. She told me that she wanted me
totally helpless.
There was no doubt about how helpless that I was.
Inge then started to bring out some of her "toys". First to my
disgust, she gagged me with the penis gag. I could hardly breathe, and
did not like having a penis in my mouth. Inge told me to suck it, and
I complied with her command. She said that I was a good girl, and that
she would come back to me. Then she turned to Loren. Inge strapped on
a dildo much like the one Loren had. This one was not a double ended
model, was strapped on in front of Inge's cunt. She also had a
vibrating dildo in her hand. She approached Loren and told her, "Now
I'm going to show you who the boss is. Are you ready to have fun?"
With that she hugged Loren and allowed the dildo to fit between Loren's
legs. Inge rubbed herself all over Loren and soon was using the
vibrator on her too. I kind of enjoyed watching this scene, and after
awhile Loren relaxed and started to enjoy the vibrator. Inge had now
moved away and start working the vibrator around Loren's cunt and over
her tits. Loren slowly started to respond and moved her body back and
forth. Inge slowed her down, and also used the vibrator around Loren
ass. I was starting to feel somewhat aroused too. Inge now had Loren
really wound up and really excited. Inge was holding Loren from the
rear and working the vibrator back around her cunt while keeping the
dildo between her legs. Their bodies were working together, and I was
getting excited too. Then I could see that Inge had penetrated Loren's
cunt with the vibrator, and Loren was going wild.
She was asking for more and I could see Inge smiling. Finally Inge
said that she was going to give Loren more. For a monument she pulled
the vibrator out and sat it down. The she spread Loren's ass and
started to work some lotion around her ass. Both Loren and I knew what
was coming. Loren fought the restraints and begged Inge not to do it,
but that only made Inge more determined. I could only smile as Loren
was going to get a dick up her ass too. Loren was restrained and
couldn't fight Inge off. Inge kept working the dildo inside of Loren's
ass. Finally she was in, and Loren had tears in her eyes begging her
to take it out. Inge started pumping the dildo in and out of Loren.
Inge also picked up the vibrator and started working on Loren's cunt at
the same time. I could see Loren's eyes as she relaxed and started to
enjoy what Inge was doing to her. I could see Inge driving the dildo
deep into Loren's ass, and at the same time thrusting the vibrator deep
in to her cunt. Loren was crying with pleasure, and begging for more.
As Inge brought Loren to her climax, Loren screamed out with pleasure.
By now I was turned on although I felt only distant feelings in my
penis. When Inge pulled out of Loren, she collapsed held only by the
restraints. Inge carefully unstrapped Loren and let her collapse into
an easy chair.
Then Inge removed her dildo and turned back to me saying, "Ok, bitch
its your turn now." With that she straddled my body and rubbed her cunt
on my tits like Loren had done. The sensation of her sliding back and
forth over my tits seemed more than I could stand. I wanted to
respond, but I was still restrained and couldn't.
Inge removed the penis gag out of my mouth and slid her cunt back to my
face. I eagerly went back after her cunt, and she moaned with
pleasure.
She laid her hands back and arched her back while I continued to suck
on her. With one hand she rubbed where my dick should have been only
to feel nothing. She then picked up the vibrator that was still fresh
with Loren's juices, and started working that between my legs and on my
dick. The sensation drove me wild, and I sucked harder on Inge.
She kept sliding the dildo vibrator in and out of my legs rubbing it on
my entrapped dick. After she did this for a few minutes, I could feel
an erection coming. As my dick grew, the pressure of it being folded
underneath me began to hurt. I stopped for a moment and asked Inge to
free my dick and that it hurt. She laughed and said something about
the little bitch isn't all girl yet, and kept going with the vibrator.
I tried to respond, but the pressure on my dick was very uncomfortable.
Finally Inge said, "Ok, you little bitch lets see your dick." She
allowed me to raise my body and pulled my dick up. It was only a soft
erection, but it felt good to have it free. Inge laughed again and
said that my dick wasn't enough to please a woman. She turned around
and went into a 69 position on me with her cunt still over my face. I
began to probe her cunt with my tongue again only to feel her began to
kiss and suck my dick. It had been months since my dick had felt a
gentle touch let alone a sucking work over. In a few minutes Inge had
worked me up to a complete erection. I didn't know that I was still
capable of an erection, and moaned with pleasure.
Inge rolled off me and said that my dick still might have some uses
after all. She mounted me, and because I was still tied down she was
fucking me. I had been on the bottom a few times with Loren, but
nothing compared to what Inge was doing to me. She leaned her tits
over to my waiting mouth, and I began to suck on them. At this time
she stopped balling me and just seemed to enjoy my dick in her cunt.
Slowly I began to feel the muscles in her Vagina tighten and stoke my
dick. Her body was motionless while she fucked me by using her muscle
power. The experience took me to a new level. I stopped sucking her
tits and laid back enjoying what she was doing to me.
Loren had recovered sufficiently and had been watching what Inge had
been doing to me. She had been turned on and now had to join the fun.
Loren straddled my body at my breast, her ass in my face, and began to
slid her cunt over my nipples. She and Inge locked in a deep french
kiss while Inge continued to fuck me. I had never experienced anything
like the pleasure that was going throughout my body. I think both
ladies sensed how close to climax that I was, and worked together to
give me a climax like I had never had before. I shot my load deep into
Inge as they kept working on me. I was now crying with pleasure, and
begged them to stop. They only giggled and kept going. My body was so
sensitive that I was crying profusely from the pleasure of it and
begging them to stop. Somehow I felt another orgasm building and
thrust my dick forward into Inge again. This time I could tell that
nothing came out, but I did have a second orgasm. Finally Inge and
Loren stopped and allowed me to rest. I could only breathe deeply and
couldn't talk.
Loren told Inge that I since I was so unlady like coming all over Inge
that I should clean up my mess. Inge only to gladly agreed. Inge
moved her cunt over my mouth and I had to lick my own cum out of her
cunt. They both giggled and said that the clear fluid that I
ejaculated sure didn't contain any sperm. After I finished, I was
truly worn out. I was glad when Inge released my bonds.
We laid nude together on the bed drinking more wine, and gently
exploring each others bodies. I had tucked my dick back up between my
ass, and now felt more comfortable. I felt the need to hug them both
and did with a kiss on the cheek. I had never had anything like that
done to me before, and somehow I wanted to say "thanks". Loren and
Inge both responded with a kiss, and told me that I was some kind of
lady. The three of us squeezed into Inge's shower and giggled all the
way through while we soaped and continue to play with each other.
Finally it was time to put our clothes on and go back to our room.
Both of us hugged Inge and said that we would see each other tomorrow.
I looked at my clock and realized that it was already tomorrow. Loren
and I both quickly changed into our nighties and went to bed. Before I
fell into a deep sleep, I wondered about what was happening to me. I
was really enjoying my new life as a girl, but wondered how long that I
would stay in dresses.
The alarm went off in the morning and both of us groaned wanting more
sleep. I took another shower in an effort to wake up. When I got up
Loren was just barely up. I combed and brushed her hair, while we
dressed in exercise clothes for our morning work out. The exercise
room was only half full as other ladies had skipped it. The morning
exercise routine was mostly stretching and warm up routines with light
jazz music playing in the background. After exercise class, we went
with some of our new friends for a light breakfast.
After breakfast, we attended a beauty work shop were the latest make up
styles were discussed and explained. Basic beauty and make up were
also explained, and the class brought together a lot of missing links
in my mind. I learned how study my facial features and how to use make
up to hide or enhance features. One of my biggest problems was the
lack of cheek bones. I learned how to use different shades of blush to
emphasis what I did have. The class was very informative to say the
least.
We had a break after the beauty work shop, and we headed for the sports
shop to buy more exercise clothes. The few sets of exercise clothes
that we had were getting used up fast, and I was having to wash out
both Loren's and mine in the sink at night. The shop was well equipped
and it was easy to pick out more clothes. My tastes were for bright
colors and I found one with some hot pink colors and a scooped neckline
that fit me well.
The next exercise class was in the swimming pool with paddles strapped
to our legs and hands for resistance. Loren had no classes scheduled
and decided to lay by the pool and get a sun tan while watching me work
out. I put on my one piece swim suit and delicately worked my way into
the pool with the other women. I smiled and introduce myself to my
exercise partner and soon we were doing exercises. At all times I
worked on my womanly posture with my back arched somewhat and my
breasts thrust out. This was becoming more and more natural to me. We
also swam laps in the pool, and this stretched our muscles out. I was
perfectly confident and comfortable in my role as a woman. After the
exercise class was over, I joined Loren in a lounge chair to soak up
some sun. Loren applied sun tan lotion all over my body, and I enjoyed
the her gentle massage.
The massage made me think of Inge and I wondered what else she had in
mind for us.
I almost went to sleep sunbathing, and was glad when Loren nudged me to
leave. We had time to shower and change into lunch clothes. As we got
undressed, I could see Loren looking at my thin body. My developing
breast were jutting out, and I even seemed to have even developed a
little bigger hips. I could see a nice, feminine shape in the mirror.
I flirted and teased Loren with my body, and she pulled me to her with
a long wet kiss. Our smooth lotioned bodies felt good as we rubbed
together. With my hands I cupped Loren's breast, and gently kissed
them. I then worked down to her cunt. I realized that I loved to turn
Loren on and make love to her. She used the heel of her hand and
rubbed my area just above the shaft of my penis. It was a sensitive
area and felt good. My dick was still tucked limply between my legs.
I worked on Loren until I brought her to a climax, and then together we
took a shower. I just enjoyed playing with Loren body, and she
responded with gentle carcasses on my body.
Lunch for me was a green salad with fruit. With the reduced food
intake and exercise classes, I could feel the weight falling off me. I
began to think that I could make it into a size 12 dress. I could be
justly proud of my weight loss. Loren and I relaxed and took a walk
around the pool and garden area before it was time for afternoon
exercise class. The afternoon workout was step aerobatics with music
again, but I was better able to follow the dance steps. It was hard
work and soon I was perspiring heavily. I kept up the routines and
tried to get the maximum benefit from the work out. After the work out
we showered again and headed for the massage room. When I gave my
name, the receptionist led me to a private massage room where Inge
waited for me.
I knew that Inge had something in mind for me, but I climbed up on the
table and waited for her to begin. She greeted me with a kiss on the
cheeks and began working scented oil into my back. The massage seemed
routine until she again removed the towel that covered my ass. She
rubbed oil and kneaded my ass before she took a hold of my dick and
pulled it even tighter. With the oil, she was pulling back and forth
on my dick. It stayed limp, but she kept pulling on it. Then she
began playing with my ass. She rubbed oil around that, and soon worked
several fingers up my ass. I was now moaning with pleasure. She
removed her fingers and started to work in a large dildo in me. I was
so hot that I wanted it. She just kept working it in until it was
fully inside me. She stopped and I begged her to fuck me. It felt so
good as she slid the dildo in and out of me. My ass hole was well
lubricated and expanded when she removed the dildo. I pleaded with her
to keep going, but with a gleam in her eye she grabbed my dick again.
She pulled on it again, and it seemed if she would pull it off. Then
she took my limp, but stretched dick and started working it into my ass
hole. She kept working my dick into my own ass.
My ass was still enlarged from the dildo, and she was able to get quite
abit of my dick inside my ass. I couldn't believe that it was
possible.
She had me get up off the table, and walk around. I could feel my dick
being worked back and forth as I walked. She had me stand in front of
a mirror, and as I spread the cheeks of my ass, I could see my dick up
inside my ass. As I bent over, it slipped out. Inge had me lay over
the table while she re-inserted it back in my ass. Then I climbed back
on the table and lay on my back while she worked on the front side.
As she worked on my tits she planted a long wet kiss on my mouth. I
was really enjoying her treatment, but still couldn't believe that my
own dick was now up my ass. When she finished I was getting worked up,
but she wouldn't let me satisfy either her or myself. She got me
dressed and off to my next class with my dick still in my ass.
As I dressed, I told Loren what Inge had done. She also couldn't
believe it and wanted to see. Loren spread my ass and there was my
dick still inside of my ass. I felt a tightness from my stretched dick
when I stood erect, but was now starting to get use to the tightness.
My next class was a beauty work shop. It was a small class and each of
us had supply of cosmetics and a mirror. The beauty work shop was a
continuation of the earlier class, and it dealt with the practical
application of make up. We were all eyes and ears with the instructor
who showed us some great tricks. She worked individually with each us,
and made personal suggestions to each of us. For me she wanted me to
arch my eyebrows a little more, and suggested a none-oil based make up.
The class was helpful, and I really did a good job on my face.
That evening I carefully put on a dress and with my make up, I looked
spectacular. Loren even thought so. Inge joined us for supper, and
when she saw me said that we needed to do something special tonight.
After dinner we took the rental car to a trendy disco. While having
drinks, I was especially hit on by several young men. Several girls
came up who were friends of Inge's. It appeared that the disco had
both straight and gay people in them. Several of the woman also hit on
me and wanted to dance. Mostly the woman were dominate types, although
several of them were beautiful. Inge got me to dance with a very
attractive lady. She whispered things that she wanted to do to me, and
I was getting very turned on. When we sat back down at the table, Inge
asked my dance partner, "How did you like my little boy?" The girl who
dance with me couldn't believe that I was a male, and I assured her
that I was only barely a boy. She was fascinated with me and so I told
her my story. She looked at Loren and asked if she could borrow me for
a few minutes. Loren to her credit asked me if I wanted to go with
her. I nodded my head, and Julie and I headed for the ladies room. In
the ladies room in this bar, there was leather couch and covered
leather pole off the side in almost a separate room. When Julie got me
into the room, she pulled me to her and planted a big kiss on me. As
we embraced she slid her hand to where my dick should have been.
Naturally there was nothing there, but I moaned with pleasure.
Julie asked me if I was really a man, and I answered that I had given
up my manhood and felt like I was a woman. I had found out that I
enjoyed making love to women as a woman. I let my hand rub against
Julie's cunt, and she responded with a moan too. We remained locked in
a embrace while we rubbed each others cunts. I couldn't stand it any
more and hiked Julies dress up while a sat down on the couch. I soon
had my head in her cunt, and had her moaning with pleasure. She
grabbed a hold of the pole beside the couch to steady herself while I
worked her over. I felt her shake as she climaxed and continued to
work on her.
She could no longer stand and was soon setting on the couch with me
locked in a tender embrace while I stroked her head.
Then un expectably it was my turn. Julie had me stand up, and together
we kissed again. Then while she had one hand rubbing the sensitive
area where my dick used to be, she used the other hand to lift my dress
up and pull my panties down. She had positioned me in front of the
leather covered pole, and soon had me face against the pole while she
started working a finger up into my ass. Without realizing it at first
I started sliding myself up and down against the pole. That coupled
with Julie working my over was a very pleasurable experience. Then
Julie used her body to hold her fingers pressed up inside my ass and
caused me to be even more tightly held against the leather pole. I
could feel myself getting close to climax. At first I didn't believe
that I could come this way. As I started to gasp for air and have a
climax, I pulled my body hard into the pole and screamed with pleasure.
Julie removed her hand just in time to not be covered with my seminal
fluid. I didn't exactly shoot off, but clear liquid did flow down from
my dick that was still tucked between my ass.
Julie quickly grabbed some tissue paper and helped to clean my up.
At that time, I became aware that other woman had gathered and watched
my performance. One of the ladies told me that I was truly a special
woman, and that she hoped that she could one day find someone like me.
I flushed with embarrassment. This was especially because at this time
Julie had my flaccid dick in her hand as she was cleaning it with
tissue. My panties were soiled too, but Julie took those to the sink
and washed them. The air hand dryer came in handy and I soon had
nearly dry nylon panties to were again. Julie and I fixed our make up
and departed back to the table to join our friends.
Loren looked at me and asked if I had fun. I could only demurely smile
and nod "Yes". Julie echoed the sentiments of the other ladies in the
lounge, and told Loren that if she ever grew tire of me that she would
welcome me with open arms. Inge smiled and said that she had first
choice, and again I flushed pink with the thought that these ladies
would fight over me.
When we got back to the rooms in the spa, Loren asked what had happened
and I told her. Then she told me that I had been very bad and would
have to be punished. First I had to remove both of our make up, and I
washed Loren's face too. After I rolled both of our her, and we both
had our night gowns on, Lore had me get into bed. First she took some
silk scarfs and restrained my hands and legs so that I was face up.
Then she took out a couple of toys that she had obviously borrowed from
Inge. She first put the penis mouth gag in my mouth and secured it.
Then she was between my legs with some lotion working her fingers into
my ass. My eyes bulged as I saw her with a huge dildo complete with
balls and a strap. I shook my head and tried to plead with her not to
use it on me, but with the mouth gag only muted sounds came out.
I pulled on the restraints to get free, but I was totally restrained.
Loren started to work the dildo into me. I fought her, but she kept
working it into me. I thought that I could stop her, but she surprised
me when she slapped me on the face. I relaxed at the surprise of her
slap, and at that moment she force the dildo deep inside my ass. With
the slap and the huge dildo inside of me, I cried. Loren only smiled
at me, and used the leather straps on the dildo to hold it tightly in
me. The dildo filled me up and the pressure of it inside me caused me
to be very uncomfortable. Loren pulled a blanket over me and turned
out the lights. She was leaving me like this for the night!! I was
miserable, and wanted out. I couldn't sleep like this, I thought.
Everytime that I moved to try and get comfortable the pressure of the
dildo caused a certain type of pain. After a couple of hours, in spite
of the pain, I fell asleep. It was not a comfortable sleep. When I
moved even a little bit the dildo would cause me to nearly wake up. In
the early morning hours, I woke up with the need to use the bathroom.
I tried to make noise to wake Loren up, but couldn't.
I fought off the desire to urinate, but the pressure of the dildo on my
bladder only made it worse. Finally I succumbed. I had to go, and
thought that I could only go a little bit. When it started, I couldn't
stop. The warm liquid was soaking me and sheets. I was now even more
miserable. As it cooled off, I was wet and cold. I still tried to
wake Loren up, but failed. She only woke up when the alarm went off.
When she turned on the light, and looked at me, she said "Oh, I see you
are awake." She well knew that I had not slept much that night.
She got up and pulled the blanked off me that revealed the wet sheets.
"You've been bad again, haven't you?" she said. Maybe the next time
I'll have to put a diaper on you. "You'd like that wouldn't you?
Maybe you should be diapered full time for awhile until you learn to
control yourself." She continued. I couldn't answer since I was still
gaged.
Loren then said, "If I let you up, will you promise to be a good girl,
and obey my every wish." Loren definitely had a mean streak, and I
could only nod my head "Yes". She untied my hands and legs, and I got
up and removed the dildo first and then the mouth gag. I started to
cry, I knew that I didn't deserve this treatment. It was the
unhappiest that I had ever been. Loren swatted my ass and told me
clean myself up. I had to take a shower and rinse out my night gown.
Luckily I did not have a rash, and after a hot shower I did feel
somewhat refreshed.
As I got out of the shower, I heard Loren on the phone to housekeeping
telling them that the maid would need new bedding as her roommate had
an accident overnight.
As I did Loren's makeup and hair, I didn't enjoy it as much, and
thought that I would have to get away from Loren. Her mean streak was
trouble.
It was certainly putting a damper on our relationship. Especially when
other ladies desired my company and attention.
The rest of the week passed uneventfully. The exercise routine had its
effects, and now my clothes hung off me. I was careful about my sexual
encounters, and did not go off with other ladies. We did go to night
clubs, often with Inge and I did meet Julie again, but resisted the
temptation to have sex. The only pleasure that I had were the massages
that Inge gave me. I enjoyed her attention, readily repayed her
ministrations with sex. I carefully avoided telling Loren about my
encounters with Inge. I did tell Inge what Loren had done to me. Inge
hugged me and told me that she would always have a place for me, if I
left Loren. For the time being I knew that I would have to remain with
Loren.
After a week, we checked out of the Spa. I was down to my size 12, but
Loren if anything looked slightly heavier. For a day we checked into a
nice hotel on the beach. Loren and I went shopping and she had me try
on new dresses and clothes all day. She did buy me a new wardrobe in
size 12, and they all were very pretty. Late that afternoon we laid on
the beach to relax. Loren had me get a bikini, and I was very self
conscience about wearing it. My body was very nicely shaped and with
my dick tucked, I presented a very feminine picture. Still I was
nervous, and felt like every man or woman who looked at me could see
straight through me. After we were on the beach and had lotioned up
each other with sun tan oil, I relaxed a little. I knew that I passed,
but wearing a bikini in public was something else. We had a beach
umbrella, and watched people pass on the beach. Loren and I talked
about lots of things, and what we would do when we returned home. She
basically lined out her expectations of what she expected of me. It
was not a lot different than before. It just confirmed that my life
was subservient to hers. Before her cruelty to me, being nice to her
was fun. Now, I just didn't have the same feeling toward her.
We were interrupted when a couple of guys came by and stopped to talk.
It seemed that they were more interested in me than Loren. After we
talked for a while, they asked us up to the beach bar for a drink. I
waited for Loren to say "Yes", and then got up with the help of Larry.
We walked to the beach bar and continued talking. It turned out that
Larry and his friend Steve had a sail boat docked at the hotel, having
sailed down from Jacksonville. I had always enjoyed sailing and the
water, and asked lots of questions about their boat. From the
conversation, Larry could tell that I was somewhat knowledgeable about
sailing. I certainly knew the difference between a sloop and a ketch,
and it turned out that they had a 42 foot ketch. These guys obviously
had some money, as that kind of sailboat does not come cheap. It
seemed natural enough when they asked us if we wanted to go for a sail
the next day. When Larry asked, I literally pleaded with Loren to go.
She was not that excited about the ocean and sailing, but agreed to go.
I was so excited that I beamed with joy. As a guy, Larry and Steve
would have never asked me to go, but as a girl I was very welcome to go
sailing. This is great, I thought.
Larry and Steve also asked us to meet for dinner. As we had a car and
they had a sail boat, dinner worked out great. We met and had dinner
at a great seafood restaurant. The fresh broiled fish was outstanding.
Both Larry and Steve were charming and we easily carried on a pleasant
conversation. Larry seemed attracted to me, and I enjoyed his
attention. After dinner we accompanied them to the adjoining lounge,
and had an after dinner brandy. The lounge had a band and I found
myself dancing with Larry. As I could feel Loren's eyes on me, I was a
little cool with Larry even though I enjoyed dancing with him. It just
wasn't worth having Loren abuse me again. I enjoyed the evening but
not as much as I would have if Loren hadn't been there.
The next morning bright and early Loren and I met Larry and Steve on
the boat dock. Loren had taken a seasick pill and so we were ready to
go. Loren and I sat in the cockpit while Steve and Larry cast off and
raised the sails. While Larry sailed the boat, Steve got Loren and I a
fresh cup of coffee and a sweet roll from the galley. The coffee and
sweet roll just couldn't have tasted any better on the water. Larry
sat down beside me, and I gave him a quick kiss on his cheek, thanking
him for everything. We soon cleared the harbor and were headed south
along the coast. The day was warming up, and Loren and I stripped down
to our bikini's. It was great to feel the sun and wind whipping around
our bodies. By now Loren and I had a great suntan, and it felt good to
absorb a little more sun. After a couple of hours sail we pulled up in
the lee of a small island and dropped the anchor. In a monument we
were all overboard swimming in crystal clear water. The warm water and
Larry's body next to me was certainly a sensual experience. Larry
produced a mask and fins for both of us, and we snorkeled away to see
the coral reef that we were anchored over. Loren and Steve were back
on board relaxing in the sun as we swam away. We held hands as we
explored the shallow reef seeing a multitude of brightly colored fish.
Larry even dove down and reached into a small hole to bring out a small
lobster for me to see before he released it. We swam on and soon the
reef shallowed up and disappeared to the sandy beach that formed the
island.
We walked ashore leaving our mask on fins on a piece of drift wood as
we walked along the beach exploring the island. The soft sand between
my feet and Larry's hand in mine felt great. We continued walking
around the tip of the island, and discovered a small stream coming out
of the tropical jungle into the ocean. We followed the steam into the
jungle and found a small pool surrounded by rocks and lush vegetation.
It was quite beautiful and inspired both of us. I hugged Larry and
thanked him for finding this spot. He hugged me back and our lips met
in a sweet embrace. We were soon in the small pool with Larry kissing
me. It felt so good to be away from Loren and to be in Larry's arms.
I was somewhat nervous about to handle the situation, but nature was
taking its own course. I was being swept along with my desire for
Larry. It didn't take Larry long to remove my bikini top and to start
fondling my developing breast. By now my breast were every bit as
large and sensitive as any other woman's. As he gently kissed and
sucked on my breast, I was in the state of ecstasy. I knew that I had
to get away before he removed my bikini bottoms. I gently pushed away
and started to swim, with Larry just behind me. The water touching my
sensitive breast was even more sensual. I as reached the shore line,
Larry caught up to me and held me on a sandy beach. I was underneath
his strong body, and could feel his manhood between my legs. He wanted
me so bad and I would have given anything to feel his dick inside my
body. I knew that I desperately had to get away, but Larry was so
strong and filled with so much desire. I pleaded with Larry that I
couldn't do this. He only kissed me harder and pulled our bodies
tighter together. What am I going to do, I thought. Out of
desperation I took hold of his dick, and he moaned that he wanted me.
In and instant I had his dick in my mouth softly caressing it. As soon
as I probed the tip of his dick with my tongue, he had a gigantic
orgasm and filled my mouth with his sperm. I continued to suck on his
dick and played with his balls until he couldn't stand it any longer.
He pulled me away from his dick, and held me tight against him. I
still had a mouth full of sperm, and all I could do was to swallow his
salty jism. I had never swallowed a man's sperm before, but somehow it
made me feel closer and a part of him. I was so content in Larry's
embrace and didn't want to spoil the moment. After a few minutes Larry
released me with a kiss on my tender breasts. While he put his swim
trunks back on, I fastened the bikini top around my beautiful breasts.
We again embraced in a kiss, and I could tell that Larry still wanted
me. I couldn't go back to the sailboat with Larry showing me so much
affection. Loren would know in a moment what had transpired, and I
would be in trouble. It would already be bad enough, and I did not
want Loren to abuse me again. I had to think of something and I
finally told Larry that Loren and I were in a Lesbian relationship and
that she was extremely jealous of me. I realized afterwards that I had
pretty much told Larry the truth. I asked him not to show me affection
or to even hold my hand on the way back. In fact, I asked him to pay
some attention to Loren instead of me. This part really hurt as I
really enjoyed Larry's affection and attention, and did not want to
share him with Loren. I gave Larry one final kiss, and told him how
special this moment was to me, and we started back to the boat.
As we came back around the tip of the island, I could see Loren and
Steve locked in an embrace. I hoped that Steve had diverted Loren's
attention from me. She and Steve seemed to be enjoying each other.
Larry and I tried not to notice, and even swam around the coral reef
some before coming back aboard the boat. After we dried off, Larry and
Steve prepared a delicious lunch for us. We had a cold lobster salad
with a chilled white wine. It was superb and really hit the spot
following my swim. Loren was curious about our exploration of the
island, and I could tell that she was trying to pick up on the
relationship between Larry and I. Larry did and excellent job of
covering our intimate relationship, and instead talked about the
beautiful scenery. All to soon it was time to raise the anchor and
head home. On the way home Larry let me sail the boat, and I had a
grand time. He gave me tips on how to keep the sails full of air, and
I learned a lot about sailing. I hated to arrive back at the docks,
but soon we were securing the boat. Both Loren and I kissed and hugged
Larry and Steve and said good-bye. We both were leaving in the
morning. They were headed further along the coast, and we were
scheduled to fly back home. They wanted to eat dinner with us, but
Loren begged off saying "No, that she was just exhausted". One more
kiss, and we were gone.
Back at the hotel, we both took warm baths. I put on a light weight
silk top and lay down in bed after I rolled my hair. I guess the day
caught up with me, and in a flash I was warm relaxed, and asleep. It
was after dark when I felt Loren beside me in bed caressing my body.
She wanted me, and as she ran her fingers over my body, I came awake.
Loren hugged me, and we embrace in a tender kiss. She was nude and our
bodies came together as she rolled on top of me. I was very
comfortable with Loren dictating the action, and wondered what she had
in store for me. She remove my silk top, and lovingly sucked on my
tender breast. She had awakened my desire, and I pulled her lips to
mine. While we explored each others mouths, she ran her hands over my
body. Those hands found my pubic mound, and she played with my
nonexistent pussy. It still felt good and I moaned as put pressure on
my pussy with the heal of her hand. Loren moaned that I had turned
into quite a young lady, and that I should have always been a woman. I
moaned back that I loved being a woman and would never want to be a man
again. "Oh, you bitch" she said as I raised my head up and sucked her
breast. She was now pumping her body and pussy against my mound. My
dick had ever so slightly responded, and even though it was tucked
between my legs, gave Loren something to work against. Our bodies were
locked together in passion, and I locked my hands around Loren's waist
to pull her tighter onto me. In my mind she had penetrated me and I
wanted her. Maybe I even thought about Larry from our afternoon
escapade. At any rate, I was hot and consumed with passion. I needed
a release, and Loren kept grinding on me. Almost before I could
realize what was happening, waves of pleasure coursed over me and I had
a large, but dry orgasm. It was great and I moaned with pleasure as
Loren continued to bump and grind on me. When I couldn't stand it any
more, I pulled Loren down to me. We held each other in a tender
embrace, and I told Loren that I loved her. I didn't realize that I
could have an orgasm, and I hoped that with the right stimulation that
I could do it again.
Loren had not come yet and was now in need. I was trying to think how
I could please her when she open the drawer by the bedstead and pulled
out her double ended dildo. I must have had a mystified look on my
face, because she said, "Oh, Jacqueline I need a dick tonight, and I
know that yours won't do the job. You can wear this one. I know you
can. Here I'll help you strap it on."
With that she bade me stand up. Then she pulled my dick up as far up
between my ass as she could. That left room for the small end of the
dildo to fit between my legs, up against my dick. Loren used some
facial cream to lubricate both ends of the dildo, and pulled the small
end tight up between my legs. Then she snapped the straps around my
waist and between my legs, and stepped back to look at her handiwork.
I looked too and couldn't believe it. Again, I had a dick. As I
walked back to the bed to mount Loren the small end rubbed between my
legs and my own dick giving me a strange sensation.
I really couldn't believe that I was going to fuck like a man again,
and I wasn't sure that I wanted to. Loren was pulling me to her, and I
didn't have much choice. As I pressed the dildo into Loren, I could
feel the small end pushing into me. The small end was looking for a
soft spot to penetrate into me, and it was uncomfortable trying to
penetrate Loren. As I started to thrust the dildo in and out of
Loren's pussy, the small end was working on me. I moved a little to
find a comfortable spot for the dildo, and continued to work on Loren.
As I fucked her, the dildo was also fucking me. It was sliding beside
my own dick and creating pleasure for me too. I kept working on Loren
and I could feel her body responding. As she reached a fever pitch of
passion, she came and pulled me further into her. This extra pressure
caused me to come as the small end of the dildo was doing its job on
me. We both collapsed into a gigantic orgasm. It was quite a night.
I had to roll off to catch my breath. As I was laying there, Loren
crawled on top of me re-mounting the dildo. Now every pulse of her
body drove the other end of the dildo into a soft and tender spot
beneath my balls. I could feel it penetrating me. At first it felt
good, but as she continued to bump and grind it hurt me. I asked her
to stop but she was to far into her rhythm to even hear me. All that I
could do was to endure the dildo. Finally she came again, and as her
body came forward it relieved the pressure of me. I held her tight,
and we kissed passionately. When she rolled off of me, I quickly
removed the dildo. I did not want a repeat of that fucking!!
When I checked myself in the bathroom, I was red and raw from the
dildo. Dicks are nothing but trouble, I thought. A little cold cream
soothed the pain, but it would be a few days before I healed up.
Neither one of us wanted to get dressed for dinner, and so Loren called
room service. While waiting for dinner, we started packing our
suitcases. Alas the vacation was ending. The bellhop knocked on the
door with our dinners, and Loren put on a robe to answer the door. I
just got into bed and pulled the covers up. I had my silk top on, but
it felt strange when the bellboy was eyeing me up. I could only
imagine what was going through his mind. Loren had thoughtfully order
a bottle of wine with dinner, and we didn't stay awake long after
supper was finished.
The hotel wake up call in the morning woke us with a fright. We should
have finished packing last night, but didn't because of the wine and
sex. It was now a mad dash to pack, shower, dress, put on make up, and
check out. Loren was hogging the mirror, and I had to put my make up
on from behind Loren. Still I was presentable, and we called the
bellboy to take our bags. Overall, it was a wonderful stay and I hated
to get into the limousine and go to the airport. The check in and
boarding were routine, and soon we were taxing out to the runway. I
reflected for a moment how nervous that I was on the flight down. It
now seemed foolish that I worried about passing as a woman. Now it was
second nature. I had grown and experienced a lot in two weeks. I was
confident as a woman, and the last hurdle to clear was going back to
work.
I felt a slight twinge of nervousness as we got off the plane back
home. It was so familiar, but I was so different. It really felt
strange to enter the front door of our house. It smelled and looked so
familiar, and now two women lived there. I busied myself bringing in
the luggage and tried to come to terms with what would be a new living
arrangement. As I started to unpack, Loren brought in several boxes
from the garage. Together she and I gathered up all my old male
clothes and packed them into the boxes. I wanted to keep some of my
jeans. But after trying them on and seeing how big they were, I put
those in the box too. There was virtually nothing from my old life
that we kept. Then I started hanging my new clothes in my now empty
closet. On the brighter side, I would have plenty of room to add more
clothes. Loren and I had a stack of dirty clothes, and so I headed for
the laundry room to wash. As I separated clothes, I wondered how this
new arrangement would turn out. We didn't have any close neighbors,
but still they had known us as man and woman.
Later that evening Judy and Linda called and wanted to know all about
our trip. I must have spent hours on the phone gabbing about
everything. Because Loren was there I didn't tell them much about the
men that I had meet, but I could do that later at work. Thank goodness
we had arrived home on Saturday. We both needed Sunday off to recover
and get our lives back to normal. Loren and I spent some time talking
about my clothes for work on Monday, and where I could use the rest
room. I felt that I would not be welcome in the ladies room, and I
sure was not going into the men's room. I would try to cut down on
coffee and other fluids to help, but I would need to go sooner or
later. The building had a unisex handicap rest room, and that seemed
like the best bet for me. Loren also reminded me of the duties around
the house that she expected me to do. It appeared that I would not
have much free time for anything. I would be a busy little beaver it
seemed. Thinking of going to work in a skirt and blouse sure made me
nervous, and I really didn't want to face it. I knew that my choices
had been made, and now that I had to go ahead with anything that Loren
said to do. I finished off the evening with a relaxing bath, and
shaved my legs and arms in order to be ready for Monday. I piled into
bed and was soon asleep without even rolling Loren's hair.
When the alarm went off, I was out of bed quickly and started my
morning routine. I started the coffee, and then washed my face,
brushed my teeth, and applied a moisturizer. While the moisturizer was
soaking in to my skin, I removed the rollers from my hair. Then a dab
of lipstick and I started breakfast for Loren and I. Loren had gotten
up, washed her face too, and was ready for breakfast. After breakfast,
I cleaned up the dishes, and then started to work on Loren. I removed
her rollers after she reminded me that she had to roll her own hair.
Then I did Loren's make up. While she was dressing, I did my own make
up. Then I brushed out Loren's hair, and helped her fasten her
necklace. I then dressed and brushed out my own hair. A little dab of
perfume and spraynet, and we were both ready. I checked myself in a
mirror and was ready to go. I guess that I was too busy to be nervous.
The mirror showed a slim young woman ready to go to work. It was on
the ride to work that I became nervous. I didn't know if I could get
out of the car. My knees where shaking when Loren pulled up to let me
off. Just inside the door, I could see Judy and Linda waiting on me.
That made it easier. I greeted them with peck on the cheek, and
thanked them for meeting me.
Linda and Judy escorted me to my office. It still wasn't easy, and I
could feel the eyes of my co-workers on me. My office cubicle had a
new name tag in the name of Jacqueline. A new potted plant with pink
flowers also greeted me with a note attached that read, "Welcome back
to work, Jacqueline". I almost cried at the thoughtfulness, and
thanked Linda and Judy. I put my purse down, and thought that I would
get back to work, but Judy told me not to sit down yet. She and Linda
took my hand, and drug me to each of my co-workers office and
introduced me as Jacqueline to all. I was so embarrassed, but later
saw the wisdom of their actions. The last stop was at my boss's
office. Brenda was an older lady, and tough as nails. She didn't put
up with anything but work in the office.
After re-introducing me to Brenda, she asked Linda and Judy to leave us
alone. I held my breath, and wondered what she would say. Brenda
said, "I have to admit that you've made up to be a pretty young lady.
I don't know why you have done this. If you want to be a lady, that's
your business. All I want is for you to work and do a good job. I do
not want distractions from the work group. If you do not want trouble
from me, don't create any trouble that I have to solve. I will expect
you to behave in a lady like manner, and to do your work on time. Do
you have any questions, and do I make myself clear?" I could only tell
her that she was perfectly clear and that I had no desire to cause any
problems and would do my best to a good job. Brenda waved me out. I
thought that she had been remarkably open minded, and that I had a
chance to succeed at the office as a woman.
I returned to my desk, and started to work. Linda and Judy came by a
little later and asked me how it went with Brenda. I told them and
they also thought that things could work out OK for me. I was back at
checking and comparing invoices when the phone rang. I hesitated
before answering "Jacqueline, Can I help you?" It was only Judy asking
me if I wanted to go to the powder room with her. I thought for a
moment, and declined. I didn't want to create any problems, for sure
not on the first day. Later I went downstairs and did use the handicap
rest room without problems. At lunch Linda and Judy came by and
insisted that I go with them. We ate a lite lunch and did some window
shopping. While in one of the stores, we met another co-worker, Sue.
Sue wasn't sure how to take me, but after some typical girl talk about
clothes and male movie stars, Sue seemed to relax. I told them about
some of my experiences in Florida. I didn't know how much to tell them
about Larry, but Linda sensed there was a juicy story and soon drug it
out of me. After even shocking Linda, she said, "Girl, you better be
careful. Your still new at this." I think that Sue was even more
shocked about my intimacy with Larry, but she didn't say much. Still
it was a normal thing to talk about relationships with men. I day
dreamed back for a moment, and thought about Ken. I wondered if I
would see him again, and what he would think of the new me. The four
of us continued chatting while heading back to work, window shopping as
we went. I found that I enjoyed the social interaction with my new
women friends. It was a different relationship that the one that I had
with them as Jack.
Back at work, the afternoon went quickly. One of my male co-workers,
Jim, stopped by. He really didn't know what to say, and couldn't
understand what possessed me to become a woman. I tried to have a
conversation with him, but all he could do was look at me and shake his
head. At the end, he just said that while he didn't understand, he
would be my friend in any way that he could. I thanked him, and
without thinking held his hand in mine. He immediately pulled his hand
away, and disappeared down the hallway. Loren called and said that she
would be running a few minutes late to pick me up. That was OK with me
as I had a pile of paper that would take days to go through. The
office pretty much cleared out, and I just kept working. Soon I was
the only one on the floor, and it felt a little scary to be there
alone. Jack would not have even thought about it, but Jacqueline was
just a little scared. After a few minutes, I had to use the rest room.
Since no one was around, I went into the ladies room. On the way out I
freshened up my lipstick and opened the door. As I came out I
literally bumped into the night guard, Tom. He knew me as Jack, and
held on to me for a moment. As I moved away, he said, "You sure smell
and look like a lady, Jack. How would you like to suck my dick?" With
that he pushed me back into the ladies room. I was revolted, and tried
to push him away. He pushed me to the couch, and started to unzip his
pants. I again tried to get up, but he was so much bigger than I was,
and pushed me back down. By now his dick was out and it was big and
hard. He was forcing it to my face. I reached up and slapped him, but
he punched me back in my stomach. As I gasped for air, he stuck his
dick in my mouth, and order me to suck him off. I felt miserable as he
slid his dick in and out. He was so horny that in moment he came. He
filled my mouth with his sperm, and I wanted to puke. After he was
finished with me, I could see my red lipstick on his enlarged dick. He
allowed me to go to the sink, and I spit up as much of his sperm that I
could and rinsed my mouth out. He had zipped his pants back up, and
told me that I gave him a good head job. He said that maybe I would
give him another one sometime. I called him a filthy pig, and told him
that I was calling the police. He laughed at me and said go ahead. It
was his word against mine, and who would believe me. I started to cry,
because I realized that he was right. He was going to get away with
raping me. I was so frustrated and wanted to get even. As he walked
out laughing at me, he said "Welcome to the world little girl. You
make a fine woman. Let's do it again, real soon."
I sat back down on the couch and shook out of terror and rage for a few
minutes. Finally there was nothing to do, but fix my makeup and leave.
I sat back down at my desk, cried some more, and in about five minutes
Loren called to say that she was on her way to pick me up. I told her
that I would be out front. I carefully left the building not wanting
to meet up with Tom again.
Loren sense that something was wrong the moment that I got in the car.
When she asked what was wrong, all I could do was sob. She had to pull
the car over to calm me down, and finally I was able to tell her my
story. She was able to comfort me, but nothing she could do would
remove that used feeling that I had. I just felt dirty and empty. I
cried some more on the way home. When I got home, I curled up on the
bed and continued to cry. Loren filled the bath tub for me and I felt
a little better in the tub. I washed my body over and over again in an
effort to remove Tom's memory from my memory. Finally I had to come to
terms with what had happened and I realized that for now that he would
get away with his deed. I knew that I would be looking for a chance to
get even, but would have to wait my turn. I still felt miserable, and
Loren cooked for us tonight although I hardly ate. I also realized
that I would that I would have to be more careful about the future
situations that I put myself in. I was really even more vulnerable
than a real woman.
It took me awhile to fall asleep as I laid awake thinking about how
to get even with Tom. After a restless night, the alarm woke me up. I
felt a little better about myself in the morning, and started my daily
chores. Loren was sympathetic toward me, telling me that a woman's
worst fear is rape. I fixed us both breakfast, helped Loren with her
make up, and soon we were off to the office. The day went much easier
for me, and I felt at ease working and coping as a woman. I kept my
little secret from Linda and Judy, as I was ashamed to have been
trapped by Tom. The thought of him made me very mad. I was worried
that somehow he would tell others about what he did to me, and that I
would still be powerless to do anything. I worked hard at my job to
keep Tom off my mind. The day ended and I could tell that Loren made
an effort to pick me up on time.
Since I seemed better, Loren suggested that we go to a neighborhood
lounge where they had a "happy hour", and woman got free drinks. We
sat down at table with free drinks, and I headed to a small, free
buffet that had been set up. I was going through the line when I felt
an hand on my shoulder. I turned to find Ken's smiling face. All I
could do was set my plate down and hug Ken. I was so happy to see him,
and he planted a kiss on my cheek. I immediately asked Ken to join
Loren and I, and I was happy when he accepted. I was so happy that I
barely noticed Loren's neutral reception of Ken. We ate, chatted, and
laughed for several hours. The time passed and I hardly noticed. Ken
asked both Loren and I to dance several times, and all of us had a good
time. All I could do was look into his eyes and be happy. Maybe it
was what had happened to me, but I felt protected when Ken was with me.
Loren finally ended the evening by reminding me that tomorrow was a
work day. It was already midnight. I couldn't believe that the time
had passed so quickly. I kissed Ken good night, and told him that I
hoped that I could see him again.
On the way home Loren hardly spoke to me. I could tell that she was
miffed. Finally, she spoke and said, "Have you forgotten that you are
my wife? A wife does not chase after men, especially not right in
front of me. You bitch, how could you?"