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yesterday, well not really yesterday but i sleep around 5am. i hate it. today, woke up around 1pm, it was okay at least. i've eat some pavê (there's still one final slice on the fridge) and talk to my mom. she gave me 5 reais to buy bread, but i don't want. yesterday, i've been thinking about taking a bath today but it is too cold, very very cold. 1C, i mean, i live in brazil man. tomorrow at 6am (around the time my mom wakes up) it will be 0C. maybe it may not seem much if you are european but i fucking live in a tropical country. i have several pain throughout my body, probably because yesterday i was skating. i just fell off once, but yeah whatever. i'm listening to the most insane sibelius violin concerto performance now, the hilary hahn one. i might disagree with lots of her thinking politically, but she's still a fucking god playing the violin. i think i'll search for a status line for vim, or try to install lightline again. i just don't want airline again.
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now i feel that i should give my sincere opinion about the performance:
it was very nice, i really like the part with slow octaves, and hilary's intonation just smashes everything else. i've always felt that the first was the most cold movement of this concerto (and it was by principle, it retracts the severe temperatures that were in Finland, where it was composed), and i really felt it today. i normally don't pay that much attention to the feeling it passes, but now my feet are way colder than before.
it made me sad. i've thinked about what if i met someone and i mess up everything, how do people work, how do people get offended with some small things. i also looked at her dress, it is very cool. about the dress, i also thinked about a completely hipotetical and crazy conversation i would have had with sumina if i wasn't just monkey, telling her i like red dresses and she doesn't have one, and how i would like if she used more red dresses. just now i remember the red dress from paganini 5.
it felt to me like a more social one. the eye contact, the rhythm, everything feels just do it and smile. the conductor was crazy just singing the melody during the tuttis, and hilary moved A LOT. it might seem not, but she doesn't move in the second movement, for example, as she moves in the third. it feels like me, hilary, the conductor, the orchestra and sibelius are just sitting and talking about random stuff, it feels like a simple party with friends.
now that performance motivated me to do something. maybe learn rust? also i see a rach 3 performance by khatia buniatishvili (my favourite pianist) so i think i'll listen to that too, since i don't remember listening to rach 3.
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i'm impressed that it's just 4pm. fuck it, i've woken up literally now dude how is it 4pm. as expected, i didn't even open the rust doc to learn rust, instead i've been searching for songs i can't play and warm ups. i think what would warm me up is a fucking gasoline and lighter, it is very very very very cold now. i might get my old blanket, it is way better than the one i was using. at least it don't smell like weed. and i can't sit anymore all my bones seem like fucking knifes at my muscles. i want to play some game but i don't know any fun open source one, or at least one that doesn't cost money and runs on linux.
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watched some memes, it was ok i think. mom is home now, i didn't hear her, so she called me angry. i'm listening to barber violin concerto now (don't plan in making another review.) and it is sooo great. i've eaten spaghetti (again, probably will eat it again tomorrow) and pavê (the last slice). so yeah, mom is very very angry and i'm still with a bit of pain. well i think i'll listen to barber.
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ok, she's not angry anymore. we changed bed linen because it was smelling and it was cold, i changed clothes too. she gave me a medicine, now i'm a bit better. now i'm listening to joao gilberto's album with stan getz. pretty cool, you should listen too.
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have been playing the guitar, just having fun with top 1000 music, i just skipped around 950-980. most are just jokes like amiga da minha mulher, but it was cool to see asa branca higher than leticia (the most annoying song i've ever heard). i also learned garota de ipanema (quite), now i just need to memorize it. i've learned some things first, because i found the thing a bit hard to be my first bossa nova song. now i know some bossa nova/samba, i think:
probably missing something, but at least i can play this to my father and he would be "wow you can play guitar". he plays the guitar, also, this guitar i have, it was his guitar but i wanted a guitar because i don't have a guitar besides this and he gave me, and my cousin that sings gave him a folk guitar (which he thinks sounds better anyway), now i have this pretty good/cheap guitar. i think i'll post what things i have around midnight i think. i can write it in 2 hours right? maybe even my repertoire. well, thanks for reading i think i'll write that now i'm tired of playing the guitar, maybe i was productive. also, i still have pain.
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mom's going to bed, i feed the dog and now i'm eating the most brazilian combination that ever existed: rice and beans. nobody here lives without rice and beans. you need to eat rice and beans. and for mistura (literally "mixture"), potatoes and mingon fillet. of course, i'm eating from the pan. my pain is a bit easier now, i just have it in my arms. but, as the pain goes the cold comes, and i can't feel my nose. it is just 10pm, why? also, posted the pc specs and other things.
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