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Date: Sat, 12 Sep 1998 01:22:58 PDT
From: Kristina Ward <kristigirl4@hotmail.com>
Subject: Brian and Rachel
Hi again. I hope you like this story as much as you did "Terri". Like my
other stories this one contains homosexual encounters. If that offends
you then you shouldn't be here in the first place. With this story as
the others I've tried to treat the sexual portions with romance and
love. Hope it worked
Kristina M. Ward
kristigirl4@hotmail.com
BRIAN AND RACHEL
Part 1: "The Discovery"
It wasn't the fact that he kept looking at me that bothered me so much
but it was more the way that it made me feel when he did . There wasn't
a person in school that didn't think that he was gay and it kind of
scared me when he stared at me. I'm not sure what the feeling is. I've
never really felt it before but I know that I don't like it. It couldn't
be that I'm attracted to him because I'm not queer I kept telling
myself. I like girls and girls like me. I've been very popular with the
girls all during high school and I've always dated the best looking ones
. I can't remember the last time I didn't have a date on a Saturday
night. This guy was really freaking me out though. His name is Richard
and he's in the same grade as me. We're both seniors at Mt. Hollybrooke
High School where I am captain of the football and baseball teams. I am
currently dating a junior girl named Sara, who is, in my opinion, the
best looking girl in the school and even though graduation is only eight
weeks away, I'm sure that she and I are going to stay together even
after I go to college. This guy Richard was new at the school this year
and nobody knew a whole lot about him. Like I said it was pretty obvious
that he was gay. He was only about five feet six and he had a very
feminine body. His hair came just over his shoulders and he kept it in a
ponytaill. The boys at the school were forever giving him a hard time
but he just accepted it without a fight. Once they painted the word
"Faggot" on his locker but he never said a word. He just cleaned it off
and went about his business. I have to say that I was pretty impressed
with that because if it had happened to me I would have kicked
somebody's ass. He didn't talk much and he didn't seem to have any
friends. He was alone most of the time when he was at school and this
made him easy prey for the assholes. I was sitting on the grass outside
of the cafeteria with Sara one day when we heard someone yell.
"Hey queerboy where you going? Going to see your boyfriend?"
I turned to see Richard walking across the lawn to the parking lot
toward his car. The boy who was doing the yelling was walking behind him
pushing him and screaming: "Answer me fag I'm talking to you." The boy
pushed him a gain and this time Richard went sprawling on the ground.
All of the kids who saw this started to laugh including Sara.
"God, Tommy is so funny." she said. "That Richard guy is so queer. The
guys said they were going to kick his butt today Tommy must have won the
honor."
Tommy Kaselas was a big boy. He was a junior and played on the football
team. He thought he was a real badass. We had been in a few scuffles on
the football field and we didn't really care for each other much. He had
a big mouth and right now it was running pretty good.
"Come on pussyboy get up and do something." he yelled at the downed boy.
Richard tried to get up but when he did Tommy pushed him back down and
kicked him in the ribs. That was when I decided that I had seen enough.
I stood and quickly moved to where they were. A crowd had formed around
them and I shoved my way through it until I was standing between them.
"Cut the bullshit Tommy. Leave him alone." I said
"Fuck you Walsh. Get out of my way." he yelled "I'm going to kick his
queer ass."
I reached out and grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer to me and said
"The only ass that's going to get kicked around here is yours if you
don't leave him alone. Now take off Tommy before you get hurt."
He backed away from me and said "What the hell Walsh are you a fag too?"
"No I'm not Tommy and I'm not a jerk like you either. I don't believe in
picking on people." I said.
He and his friends left with a bunch of threats. I turned around to see
if Richard was ok but he was gone. I saw him pulling out of the parking
lot in his car. I walked back to where Sara was sitting and sat down
next to her. She looked like she was angry so I asked her what was
wrong.
"God, Brian you stuck up for that queer like you liked him or
something."
"Sara I don't even know the guy but I'm not going to stand by and let an
asshole like Tommy hurt him." I said. "It wouldn't exactly have been a
fair fight."
"So what." she said angrily "What are all of my friends going to think.
My boyfriend likes fags?"
"That's so stupid Sara." I answered "Who cares what your friends think.
I sure don't."
"I care Brian" she shouted "I can't believe you did this. Everyone is
going to laugh at me now. They're going to say I go with a fag lover. I
don't think I want to be around someone who takes up for queers Brian."
"Sara that's the stupidest thing I ever heard. What did you expect me to
do? Just stand there and let him get beat up."
"He deserves it. He's a fag Brian and they deserve to get hurt. They're
so nasty."
"Wow Sara, I 've never seen this side of you and I don't think I like it
very much. I'm going to go home. I'll talk to you about this later." I
said as I turned to walk away.
"Why don't you call your boyfriend Richard, Brian, because I don't want
you to call me." she said.
"Suit yourself." I said
I walked to the parking lot and got into my car. I sat there thinking
about what had just happened. My girlfriend had just broken up with me
because I stood up for someone that was about to get beaten up. I felt
that I had done the right thing but it still bothered me that I had lost
Sara because of it. Still I couldn't help but think about Richard. He
was helpless in that situation and if I hadn't stepped in he probably
would have been hurt bad. I couldn't understand why Sara felt the way
she did. Richard's only fault was that he was gay. He had never done
anything to anyone. As a matter of fact he hardly ever talked to anyone
at school. I drove home in silence thinking more about what had
happened. When I got to my house I went to my room and laid on my bed
and listened to some music. A couple of hours later I heard my Dad come
home from work. He's a professor at the local college and he teaches
courses in the Government department. My mom had passed away about a
year ago and it had been just me and him since then. We had gotten to be
really close and I felt like I could talk to him about anything. So I
was happy to see him when he knocked on my door for our usual
afterschool talk.
"Hey bud, how you doing?" he said as he came into my room.
"Ok Dad. How was your day/" I said.
He told me about how busy he was getting ready for his students final
exams. He had to be in his office all day in case students had questions
that needed to be answered before the exam. His classes were over for
the semester but he wanted to make sure that his kids had every
opportunity they could get to pass his exam. He was a fantastic teacher
and his students all loved him. I don't know how many times his students
had stopped him, when we were out, to tell him how much they liked him
and his class.
"Dad do you know any gay people?" I asked.
"Wow sport, that's a strange question. What brings that up?"
I told him about what happened at school and I told him about me and
Sara breaking up. He sat and listened while I poured out the whole story
saying nothing until I was finished.
"Well I can say this. I'm very proud of you for what you did. It sounds
,to me, like that boy Richard could have gotten hurt pretty bad if it
wasn't for you. That took a lot of courage on your part to take a stand
like that." he said. " You're a good person Brian." .he added.
"Thanks Dad but at this moment I don't feel all that good. I know I lost
some friends today and I did lose my girlfriend too. I guess I'm going
to get harassed for sticking up for Richard but I still think I did the
right thing." I said
"You sure did pal and if you think about this for a minute you'll
realize that maybe you did something important."
"What's that Dad?" I asked
"You asked me if I knew any gay people. Well the answer is yes I do.
There are several gay men and women on the faculty at the university and
they have an organization that supports them and the gay students on
campus. I went to one of their meetings a few months ago and listened to
some of the stories about how they are harassed and discriminated
against. You would be amazed at what I heard." he said.
"Why?" I said
"Some of them had been attacked on campus and in the town simply because
they're gay. They've been beaten, verbally abused and just downright
treated terrible. It was really sad." he said
"Geez, I wonder why they chose to be that way if all of that happens to
them." I said
"You know Brian, I don't think they chose to be that way. I mean with
all that happens to them would you chose to live like that?" he asked
"No I don't think I would." I answered.
"Hey buddy, isn't it your turn to fix dinner tonight."
"No way Dad I did it last night. It's your turn big guy." I said as I
playfully pushed him off of my bed. We laughed and wrestled around a
little bit like we did when I was little.
"Ok ok you win." he said as I pinned him to the floor. " I tell you what
why don't you get cleaned up and I'll take you out to dinner. There's a
new restaurant that one of my colleagues opened up right near the campus
and I told her that I would come and try it out."
We drove across town to the restaurant that Dad had said we were going
to. It was a nice place kind of tucked in the back of a strip mall. We
parked the car in front and went inside. The hostess was facing the
other way when we got inside and I checked her out from the back. She
had medium long blonde hair and kind of a cute figure. She wasn't
dressed real feminine but you could tell that she was a pretty girl even
from the back. As we came through the door she turned to greet us and I
almost passed out. It was Richard. He wasn't dressed totally as a girl
but it was close enough. He had his hair down and it was long enough to
reach the middle of his back and I couldn't tell for sure but it looked
like he might have been wearing a touch of makeup too. I couldn't
believe how cute he looked. I was dumbfounded and I couldn't speak and
when he saw it was me a big smile broke out on his face.
"Oh Brian" he said in a voice that just totally captured me. "I'm so
glad you came in. I want to thank you, so much, for what you did for me
today. It was very sweet."
He took my hand in both of his and shook it. His hand was very soft and
feminine and I could have sworn that I was standing there holding hands
with Sara. Just before he released my hand he gave it a squeeze like
Sara did when we would hold hands. I was transfixed by him and I felt
like I couldn't function. Fortunately Dad came to my rescue.
"So you must be Richard" Dad said. "I'm pleased to meet you."
"Hello Dr. Walsh." he said in that voice again "My mom has told me so
much about you."
"All good I hope." he laughed and said.
"Oh my yes." he giggled and said "According to her you're not only the
best teacher at the university but in the whole world as well. I think
she's kind of sweet on you."
This made my dad blush a little. I was standing there in my trance and
no matter how hard I tried I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I
couldn't believe that another boy could make me feel this way. My God, I
thought to myself. I think I'm actually attracted to him. My mind was
racing a mile a minute. This can't be happening I thought. He took my
hand again and it felt so nice to have him holding it and I didn't want
him to let go of it. Oh shit, I thought, I"m standing here in a public
restaurant holding hands with another boy and enjoying it.
"I'll run and get mom" He said. When he let go of my hand he gave it
another squeeze and I couldn't believe I did it but I gave him a squeeze
back. He smiled at me and turned and walked away.
"You ok sport?" my dad asked. "It sure seems like you made a friend."
"Yeah it sure does." I said. "Wow! that was weird. I don't know what
happened to me. I just froze up."
I didn't dare tell him what I was thinking. I was infatuated with
Richard and it scared the hell out of me. I realized that this was the
feeling that I had been having ever since he had come to school. I was
definitely attracted to this boy, I thought, and by the looks of things
my dad was very aware of it. I was embarrassed by this and didn't know
what to say.
"Relax Brian." dad said "You've got plenty of time to sort this out. We
can talk about it later if you'd like."
I turned and looked at him and said."Thanks dad. We may have to talk
about this a lot. I am seriously confused."
"Don't be" he said. "Just follow your heart."
Richard's mom came from the back of the restaurant and made a big fuss
over me and dad. She went on about how thankful she was to me for
helping Richard and insisted on giving us a free dinner. We stayed for
quite a long time as a matter of fact we were the last ones to leave the
restaurant. As we were getting ready to leave dad came over to me and
said.
"I'm going to go get a drink with Joan. Do you mind driving yourself
home."
"Sure dad" I said "Have fun."
Mrs. Westbrook came over and said goodnight to me and thanked me again.
She told Richard to remember to lock up when he was finished with his
work. They didn't waste anytime leaving and when they were gone it was
only Richard and I left. I was very nervous to be alone with him but I
didn't want to leave. It was like a voice was telling me to stay with
this beautiful boy.
"Well they seem to have hit off." he said. "My mom is very infatuated
with your dad."
"Yeah she sure is." I said "and I'm glad to see it. He's been very
lonely since my mom passed away."
"How long has it been?" he asked.
"A little over a year now. I think it's time for him to get back into
circulation." I said.
"Do you want to go or do you want to hang around and talk for a while?"
he said.
"I guess I could stay for a while. Tomorrow's Saturday so I don't have
to get up early." I said.
We went into what I assumed was the restaurant office. It was furnished
almost like a living room. There was a couch and two easy chairs with a
big screen tv in front of them. There were pictures of Richard and his
mom on the wall and there were also pictures of a very pretty girl who
was probably Richard's sister.
"Who's this?" I asked
"Oh that's Rachel." Richard said "Do you think she's pretty?"
"She sure is." I said "She's one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen."
She had long blonde hair and the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen.
Her lips were a beautiful shade of red and she had on long silver
earrings. I was captivated by her beauty.
"Is she your sister? She looks a lot like you." I said.
"No she's not my sister Brian. She's me." he said looking me in the
eyes. "I'm Rachel."
"That's you?" I said looking at the picture in disbelief. "You're
beautiful." I couldn't believe that I just told another boy that he was
beautiful. Wave after wave of fellings hit me. I was so confused. Am I
homosexual? I asked myself. I was most definitely attracted to this boy
and It was a feeling that really terrified me. I didn't know what to
think or do. I had never been in this situation before obviously and I
was in total shock. He had moved next to me and taken my hand in his and
he was looking up at me with this beautiful smile. My heart was pounding
in my chest as I looked back at him.
"Are you ok Brian?" he asked as he reached up and stroked the side of my
face. His hand was so soft and feminine and it felt so good touching me.
I reached up and took his hand in mine and just held it to my cheek
enjoying the touch. He moved closer until our bodies were touching.
Through his shirt I could feel breasts touching my chest. Oh my God, I
thought, he has breasts, real girl breasts and I couldn't believe what I
did next. I took him in my arms and held him close to me. He was looking
up at me with those beautiful eyes and said.
"Brian are you sure you want this?" he said. "If you don't, I
understand."
"I don't know Richard." I said. "I'm very confused. I've never had
feelings for another boy before."
"It's allright Honey, I understand. Take your time and think about it."
he said. "We're in no hurry."
He was still in my arms and I had the biggest urge to kiss him. I
lowered my face towards his and tried to kiss him. He stopped me as I
almost touched his lips with mine.
"No Brian, not yet." He said. "Think about this first please. I don't
want you to hate me tomorrow for what happens tonight. You need some
time to sort this out. If you want it, I'll be waiting. I don't mind,
I've been waiting for you all year. A little while longer doesn't
matter."
"Ok Rachel. You're right i should think about it some. Can I call you
and talk sometime or maybe come and see you?" I said.
"Anytime you want sweetheart. I'll be waiting." he said. "but Brian for
your sake we better keep this away from school. Ok?"
"Rachel I'm not afraid of those guys." I said. "Should it turn out that
I am gay I'm not going to hide it and I'm not going to let anything
happen to you."
We talked for a little while longer before we got in our cars and went
home. I wasn't awake when dad came home so we didn't get a chance to
talk until the morning. We were at the breakfast table when he told me
about his night out with Rachel's mom. They went to a nightclub and had
a few drinks and danced a little, It was a little strange thinking about
him being out with someone other than mom but he was so happy I didn't
say anything. He asked me about Richard and I told him everything that
happened. He asked me if I was ok with the fact that I was interested in
another boy. I told him I felt a little strange but I thought I could
deal with it. He told me that the gay lifestyle was a difficult life but
if I felt that Rachel was the right person for me than I should just
follow my heart. He told me no matter what happened he would love me and
support me. Rachel and I talked every night over the next two weeks. We
talked about him being gay and how he had come to accept it and what his
plans for the future were. We also talked about me too. I had accepted a
football scholarship at Dad's university and he told me that he was
going there also. The more we talked the more I realized I was very much
in love with him. I saw him everyday at school and it killed me that we
weren't able to be together there. One good thing though was that the
guys had decided to leave him alone. I guess I put the fear in them
where Rachel was concerned. He went about his business as usual and
didn't pay any attention to any of them. I would go to see him at his
mom's restaurant and we would sit and talk after they closed. We still
hadn't had any physical contact yet but we were getting closer to it. We
would hold hands and caress each other but he still wouldn't let me kiss
him. "Not until you're ready" he had said. Dad and Mrs. Westbrook were
also getting pretty close. They were dating on a regular basis now and
he was happier than I had seen him since mom's death. They spent almost
all of their time together and it wasn't hard to tell that they were
falling in love. Rachel and I talked about them a lot and we agreed that
they were perfect for each other. Their first weekend away together was
a trip to Atlanta. They were to attend a four day seminar that the
university was sending them to. I volunteered to help Rachel at the
restaurant while they were away. He was now dressing completely as a
woman while at the restaurant and he looked absolutely gorgeous and
being with him every night was making me fall in love with him even
more. I was rapidly becoming more comfortable with my own sexual
orientation. I was almost to the point where I could say that I was a
homosexual and surprisingly I felt pretty good about it. The second day
that they were gone was a very important day for me. I had seen Rachel
in the hallway at school and when we passed each other I just simply
said "I'm ready." He looked at me and smiled and said. "So am I." That
night at the restaurant we were both pretty nervous. I had brought him
some roses and he made a big fuss over them. He was dressed extra sexy
that night too. He had on a navy blue mini skirt and a pastel pink
sweater. He had gotten his hair done and it was beautiful. It was to the
middle of his back and he had gotten bangs. All of the regular customers
who came in commented on how beautiful he looked. When it was time to
close the restaurant my heart started racing and I was beginning to have
some second thoughts. "What if I'm not gay" I thought. "Did I find him
attractive only because he looked like a girl?" All of these things were
going through my mind when he came to me and said. "Lets go to my
house." We drove there together in my car. He held my hand the whole
way and when I looked over at him he would smile that gorgeous smile at
me. When we were about halfway there he asked me if I was nervous and I
said that yes I was. He said he was also and then he moved closer to me
and put his head on my shoulder. I put my arm around him and kept it
there the rest of the way. When we got to his house we walked hand in
hand to the door. He opened the door and as soon as we were inside he
was in my arms. I brought his lips to mine and we kissed for what seemed
like an hour. His lips were so soft and it felt so good to be kissing
him. All doubts that I had disappeared as I kissed him there in the
living room. I am definitely homosexual I thought to myself and I want
to spend the rest of my life with this boy or I guess I should say girl.
"I want you to make love to me Brian." she said.
"I don't know how." I said "I've never been with another boy before."
"Neither have I, so I'll guess we'll learn together." she said.
I reached down and picked her up and carried her to the nearest bedroom
which, fortunately, happened to be her's. I laid her on the bed and laid
down next to her. We kissed again and I started to rub her breasts. They
weren't that big but they were very soft and the nipples were hard. I
reached under her sweater and put my hand on one and I massaged it
gently as we kissed. She sat up on the bed and drew the sweater over her
head. She had on a dark blue bra which she unhooked and removed. Her
breasts were beautiful and I leaned forward and took one in my mouth. I
ran my tongue over the nipple and I heard her moan.
"Oh Brian that's so nice." she said.
I could feel her hand on my penis and she was stroking it. She pushed me
back on the bed and removed my pants and underpants. My penis was totaly
erect and she leaned forward and took me in her mouth. She moved her
lips up and down and pretty soon I was ready to cum. She had moved into
a sixtynine position so I lifted her skirt and pulled her panties and
pantyhose down. Her penis wasn't very big and it was soft. I moved my
lips to it and opened my mouth and took it in. "My God" I thought "I'm
sucking another boy's penis and I like doing it."
"Guess what Rachel." I said "I'm gay."
"I know honey." was all she said and then she went back to working on my
penis. I took hers in my mouth and resumed sucking it. Just as I was
ready to cum she took it out of her mouth. She stood and took her skirt
off and she was totaly naked. I looked at her body and came to the
conclusion that she was beautiful. She had a penis but the rest of her
body was all girl.
"I want you to fuck me Brian." she said
"Isn't that going to hurt Rachel?" I asked
She opened a drawer on her nightstand and took out a tube of lubricant
and handed it to me. I squeezed some in my hand and spread it on my
dick. I then put some around her anus and pushed some inside. When I put
my finger inside of her she moaned and smiled. I moved closer until my
penis was right at the opening of her ass and I placed it against her
and started to push.
"Go slow Honey." she said
I smiled at her and pushed some more. I could feel myself entering her.
As I pushed I could tell that she was in pain.
"Do you want me to stop?" I asked.
"No just keep going slow." she answered.
I pushed a little harder and I felt the head enter . She asked me to
stop for a moment so that she could get used to it being inside of her.
When she was ready I pushed again and this time it went all of the way
in. As it went in she gasped in pain. I waited a bit and then I started
moving it in and out. She was really getting into it so I moved faster.
She was now going crazy and she kept saying "Yes, yes" over and over
again. Her face was contorted in lust and she was moving her head back
and forth on the bed.. I reached down and took her penis in my hand and
stroked it. She started repeating my name over and over. I was on the
brink of cumming when I felt her penis erupt in my hand and sperm
spilled out of it onto her stomach. As I rubbed it in I felt my own
sperm rising up out of my balls and I started cumming in her ass. Wave
after wave of orgasm hit me and I collapsed into her arms when it
stopped. She held me tightly as our breathing returned to normal.
"Wow that was incredible." I said
"It sure was" she said.
"I love you Rachel." I said. "I want to spend the rest of my life with
you."
Tears came to her eyes and she pulled me down to her and kissed me. "Are
you asking me to marry you?" she said.
"Yes I am." I said "I love you more than anything."
"I love you too and the answer is yes, I'll marry you." she said.
I laid down next to her and we fell asleep in each others arms.
Hope you enjoyed reading this. Part 2 will be coming soon. The title Is
"The Wedding" thanks. Kristina
Brian and Rachel
Part two
Coming Out
I awoke the next morning with Rachel in my arms. Wow, I thought to myself,
I actually did it. I made love to another boy and I didn't feel weird about
it at all and come to think of it, it was the best sex I had ever had. She
was sleeping very soundly and I moved away so that I could look at her. She
was so beautiful, I thought to myself. There was no way that you could
think of her as a boy. Her small breasts were rising and falling with each
breath she took and she looked like she had a smile on her face as she
slept. I reached over and traced my finger over the nipple of one of her
breasts and she stirred a little but did not wake up. I moved my finger
down across her tummy and and took her penis in my hand and just like the
rest of her body it was very soft. I rubbed my finger across the velvety
head and she stirred again. I had the strongest urge to put it in my mouth
so I leaned over and took it in and just held it between my lips. I moved
my tongue across the head and sucked gently on it and it started to come to
life. I felt her fingers running through my hair as I moved my lips up and
down it's length.
"Mmmm, you sure know how to wake a girl up," she said.
It was now completely hard and I was moving my lips faster. As I went down
on it she would raise her hips and I would take it all the way in my
mouth. My own penis was rock hard and I felt her touch it with her
hand. She was stroking me and I was on the verge of cumming.
"Oh God Brian, I'm going to cum." she yelled. "You better take it out or
I'm going to do it in your mouth."
I ignored her and continued to suck on it as hard as I could. I had her
balls in my hand and I felt them contract. Sperm spilled from her penis
into my mouth and I swallowed every bit of it. I felt the surge from my own
balls and I emptied myself into her hand. We collapsed in each other's arms
and just laid there for a while. It felt so natural laying there with
Rachel. She had her face on my chest and she was rubbing it with her hand.
"Any second thoughts?" she asked.
"Not, not really. I've been building myself up for this for a few days." I
said. "It just seemed so natural and good. I guess this is a side if me
that I never thought about. I was always so caught up in chasing girls that
I never knew that I could have feelings for another boy. I do have to say
that no girl has ever made me feel the way that you do. I guess I should
feel weird or scared or something but I don't feel any of that. The only
feeling that I have is that I love you."
She raised her face to mine and kissed me and then sat up on the bed.
"Ouch that hurts a little ." she said laughing. "I may have to sit on a
cushion all day. Three times in one night may have been a little to much."
"I'm sorry honey I didn't want to hurt you." I said as I stroked her back.
"Baby you can hurt me like that any time you want. It was wonderful just
like I thought it would be. Now I'm going to take a bath and get dressed."
I reached over and touched her penis and said. "Want me to join you?"
"No way you insatiable sex machine. If you screw me again I won't be able
to walk today and we do have to open the restaurant." she said.
She leaned over and kissed me and told me that she loved me and got up to
go to the bathroom. I watched her as she moved about the room getting ready
to take her bath. I couldn't get over how beautiful she was. Looking at her
from the back you would have no idea that she was a boy. Her hips were very
feminine and she had a tiny waist. Her hair, even though it was a mess from
the night's sex, was cut in a totally feminine way. I compared her to Sara
and came to the conclusion that she was prettier. The only difference was
that Rachel had a penis. Besides that she was every bit a girl. When she
had left the room I began thinking about what was happening. Here I was
supposedly this big stud with all of the girls at school and I had just
finished a night of homosexual lovemaking with a boy that was as much of a
girl as any I had ever dated. There was no doubt in my mind that I had
liked this much better than being with a girl. Wow, I thought to myself I
really am gay. I didn't feel any different and I wondered why. I mean
shouldn't this have been traumatic or something. I got up and looked in the
mirror and I didn't look any different. My wrist wasn't limp and I didn't
swish as I walked across the room. All of the stereotypes that I had heard
came to mind but I didn't feel any of them. I still felt like me, football
and baseball player, an all around athletic masculine boy. I didn't know if
I liked all boys but I did know that liked this one. My mind was consumed
with Rachel all of the time and there wasn't a moment that went by that I
wasn't thinking about her. Her beauty and her personality were the things
that made her so special and also what made me love her. I was convinced
that she was the person that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I
heard her getting out of the bathtub and I went to her mother's bathroom to
take a shower. When I was finished I went back to her bedroom and she was
sitting at her mirror in her bra and panties putting her makeup on. I
walked up behind her and put my hands around her chest taking a breast in
each hand.
"Hey you." she said
"I love you." I said. "and I love your body."
"Well you can't have it right now." she said as she giggled and pushed my
hands away. "I want to stay clean for work."
"We don't have to go to work for a couple of hours so let's have a
quickie. Ok?"
"Brian you are so bad." she said with a smile "Am I going to have to put up
with this every day for the rest of our lives?"
"Only if you'll have me." I said looking into her eyes.
"Have you? Honey I want nobody but you and I haven't for the last six
months." she said as she knelt on the floor in front of me. She took my
penis and stroked it for a moment and then she put it in her mouth and
started sucking it. It only took a few minutes and I was shooting in her
mouth. When I was done I leaned down and kissed her.
"There do you think that will hold you until tonight?" she said
"I don't know we may have to have another quickie in the bathroom later." I
said laughing.
She playfully pushed me away and got up and starting getting dressed. She
put on a pair of cutoffs and a crop top that left her belly button
exposed. After I got dressed we went into the living room and sat and
talked. We were sitting on the couch and she was next to me and I had my
arm around her.
"Rachel when did you know?" I asked.
"Know what?" she said.
"When did you know that you were gay?" I said.
"I think I always knew." she said."When I was little I thought I was a girl
and my mom never really did anything to discourage it. When I was ten I
told her that I wanted a dress and she took me to a store and bought me
one. I was so happy and I wore that dress all of the time. She finally had
to take me out and buy me more just to get me to change. When I was eleven
I told her that I didn't want to be called Richard anymore and that I
wanted to be called Rachel from then on. She said that was fine but that we
could only do it at home. She's always been afraid of what might happen if
other people found out about me."
"Does the rest of your family know?" I said.
"Yes, they've gotten used to it I guess. My grandmother has been my biggest
supporter. She told me a few years ago that she knew I was homosexual from
the moment I was born. She's always called me her granddaughter." she said.
"I'd like to meet her." I said.
"You will." she said "She's coming for graduation."
We sat and talked until it was time to go to the restaurant. Rachel was
absolutely stunning that night. She wore a full length green formal dress
with matching diamond earrings and necklace. Her hair was up and she looked
like a prom queen. The regular customers who knew that she was actually a
boy all commented on how feminine she looked and the ones who had no idea
never even considered the fact that this beautiful creature was anything
but a girl. The night went pretty quickly because we were very busy and
when it was over we took a few minutes to rest in the office. I was at the
desk finishing up with the nights receipts and Rachel was resting on the
couch. She looked very tired but to me she was still gorgeous. I got up and
walked over and sat next to her.
"Tired sweetheart?" I asked
"Umm, yes I sure am." She said "but I don't want to go home yet. I want to
do something. Let's go out somewhere. Ok?"
"Where do you want to go?" I said
"Let's go for a walk down by the river. It's so beautiful there at night
and I love the way the lights from the city reflect on the water. It's very
romantic." she said.
We changed our clothes and drove down to the center of town. We parked
close to the riverfront and got out and started walking. It was a warm
beautiful night with lot's of stars and a nice breeze coming off of the
river and there were lot's of couples that were out for a romantic stroll
just like us. We walked until we found an empty bench and then we sat and
talked for a while.
"Brian, you know that at some point they're going to find out about us."
she said.
"Who?" I asked
"The kids at school." she said "Tommy and his friends."
'I don't care if they do." I said "I can handle them."
"I know you can" she said "but I want you to promise me something."
"What's that Honey?" I said as I put my arm around her and pulled her
closer to me.
"Please ignore them as much as you can." she said "I don't want you to get
hurt."
"Rachel nobody is going to hurt me or you." I said "I'll make sure of
that. You don't have to worry."
We sat for a while longer and then we drove back to her house. When we got
there we went directly to her bedroom. We kissed for a bit and then I
started to move my hands on her body. I rubbed her breasts through her
shirt and I could feel her nipples harden against her bra. I reached down
between her legs and rubbed her penis and I could feel it getting hard
under her skin tight cutoffs.
"Oh Brian I love it when you touch me there." she said. "but wait a minute,
ok."
She broke off the kiss and grabbed a box from her dresser. She told me to
get in bed and get ready and she went to her bathroom. I removed my clothes
and laid on the bed. I leaned over to her stereo that was next to the bed
and put a CD on. It was a very mellow jazz CD that I knew she liked. A few
minutes later she poked her head out from behind the door and told me to
sit on the end of the bed and close my eyes. I did what she told me and a
second later she said.
"Ok you can open them now."
I opened my eyes and there was Rachel dressed in the most sexy outfit I had
ever seen. She had a very filmy dark red negligee on and a matching bra and
panty set. The panties were crotchless and her penis was exposed and it was
erect. She started dancing to the music. While she was dancing she was
caressing her body. First her breasts and then her penis. She was looking
me in the eyes the whole time with a very sexy smile.
"Do you like what you see?" she said in a very sexy voice.
"Yes, very much. " I said.
"Do you want me?" she said as she got closer. "Do you want this?"
She held her penis in front of my face, close enough so that I could reach
it with my tongue. I licked the head of it as she moved it across my
lips. She said "Not yet" and moved away and continued dancing. She would
come very close and tease me with either her penis or her breasts. Each
time I would try to kiss her body she would move away and continue dancing
and caressing herself.
"I love dancing for you baby." she said "play with yourself for me."
I leaned back on one elbow and opened my legs. My penis was rock hard and I
started stroking it very slowly.
"That's it." she said "you look so sexy doing that."
She started to undo the negligee and when it was loose she let it drop to
the floor. Next she reached behind and undid her bra and let that fall to
the floor. She danced close enough for me to take one of her nipples in my
mouth. I sucked on it as she gyrated in front of me. My hand was moving a
little faster on my penis and I was feeling the cum begin to get hot in my
balls. I hooked my fingers in her panties and slid them down to the
floor. She stepped out of them and moved closer to me. I leaned over and
took her penis in my mouth. I ran my tongue the whole length and then began
to move my lips up and down the length of it. She moaned as I sucked on it
very tenderly.
"Oh yes Brian, suck me. " she said. I sucked her dick until she was on the
verge of cumming and then she knelt on the floor in front of me. She
swallowed my dick all the way down her throat. Her head was moving up and
down in my lap and I was about to cum when she said, "fuck me honey." She
laid down on the bed and spread her legs wide. I took a pillow and put it
under her to prop her up so that I could get to her asshole. I put some
spit in my hand and rubbed it on my penis and then I put some around and in
her tiny hole. I leaned forward and pushed my dick inside of her as hard as
I could and as it went in she screamed out.
"Oh God yes Brian. Fuck me hard baby."
I slammed it in her as hard and fast as I could and each time it went in
she would let out another scream. I was getting very close to cumming when
she screamed.
"Faster Brian. Go faster I'm going to cum baby."
Her penis erupted and shot cum on her chest and face. I felt my own
explosion go off in her ass and kept moving as my penis drained it's cum
inside of her. I leaned over and licked her sperm from her face and
swallowed it. I started to take my penis out but she contracted her ass
muscles and held me in.
"No, no, no" she said "don't take it out. We're not done yet."
She started moving her ass and my penis began to come alive. We switched
positions and now she was on top of me. She was steadily moving up and down
on my dick. She had her hands on my chest and she was using them to push
herself up and down. Her head was thrown back and she had this look of
total lust on her face. I felt myself getting close again and I began
raising my hips to meet her as she came down on my penis.
"Yeah baby that's it" she kept saying. "come on Brian you know you want to
cum. Give it to me Honey."
I felt my cum rising from my balls and I began screaming. "Oh Rachel I'm
cumming, I'm cumming in your ass."
She started moving faster and she too was screaming. "Yes Brian, yes baby,
cum for me. Give it all to me. Fill me up sweetheart."
I was cumming so hard I almost passed out and I heard her scream very
loudly and then I felt her sperm hit my face and shoulders. She collapsed
on top of me and we both fell asleep. We must not have moved during the
night because when I woke up she was still on top of me and my penis was
still inside of her. I gently moved her off of me and I went to the
bathroom to take care of my morning business. This was something, I thought
to myself. This girl was incredible. She was sexy and smart and I was very
much in love with her but It was going to be rough I acknowledged to
myself. There were going to be people that wouldn't understand how we could
be so much in love. The only thing that they could think about was the fact
that legally we were homosexuals. I felt very fortunate that my father was
so supportive of us and that Rachel's mom was too. We were going to need
all of the support that we could get. Little did I know that we were going
to need that support very soon because things would happen in the very near
future that would not only put mine and Rachel's love to the test but Dad
and Mrs.. Westbrook's also.
I hope you enjoyed this installment of Brian & Rachel. Part three will be
in the works soon