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Date: Sun, 9 May 2004 13:39:44 +0100
From: Emma Harris <Tharrisuk99@hotmail.com>
Subject: Be careful what you wish for (Control)
Firstly let me explain a little about my self, I have been married for 30
years to my wonderful wife Marie, for as long as I can remember I have
had TV / CD desires. Over the years I have collected then thrown away
many items and for the most part Jean has been unaware or uninterested in
my TV activities. Twice she has caught me dressed this has always
resulted in a great row.
I must point out, Jean is quite advantageous in bed, but has no interest
in cross-dressing, that is before the date below.
The date was 20/04/04 a not very surprising date except this was the date
my life changed. I had for several years been asking my wife to take a
more dominant role in our marriage. I am sad to say she showed little or
no interest in donning this more dominant request that is until the above
date.
Thursday the 20th of April should have been like any other, but this what
made this day different was the fact my wife took a lover for the first
time to my knowledge. Every Thursday my wife and her friend go to a local
pub quiz night, for some time a man has been chatting to the ladies, Jean
told me about this but insisted it was all harmless fun and there were no
sexual undertones. I was somewhat sceptical but never the less very
excited at the prospect of Jean getting propositioned by a relative
stranger. Jean insisted nothing improper would happen, but over the weeks
denied this with less and less commitment. I must point out I encouraged
Jean to go along and see what may develop. My hope was that in the end
Jean would become the lover of this stranger, even if he were taking an
age about making a direct advance to Jean.
On the night of Th 20th I dropped Jean and her friend off as usual and
went home to amuse my self. I had done my cleaning and the ironing pile
was finished so I was about to spend an hour or two on the NET when my
plans were interrupted virtually a second before I clicked on the web
browser. In that moment my life changed, thirty seconds later and Jean
would have received the engaged tone and who knows if her nerve would
have held, but timing is everything and I stopped my net connection and
answered the phone.
I knew it was Jean but her voice was strange to say the least, in an
uncharacteristic serious voice started the conversation with these words
"are you really serious about what you are always asking for? Yes or no"
in that instant my fantasy could become reality or not. With virtually no
hesitation I said YES. Jean next words were like hot knives of pain /
passion ripping through my groin, "when I get home be in your room, with
the door closed and under no circumstance come out until I tell you it is
clear".
After tonight things are going to be different so one final time are you
sure? All I said was YES. Jean's final words before the phone went dead
were "only I know you are in the house so be very quiet", then before the
line went dead Jean said, "I love you and thanks". All that was left was
the dialling tone. In a fit of panic I tried to re-dial but her phone was
now switched off, for good or bad I was committed.
For a fraction of a second I thought about going onto the pub to stop
things, but this thought only lasted a split second, my fast swelling
erection made sure I would let events take their course.
The next hour was an eternity, so to pass the time and I followed Ma's
instructions and stayed in my room I worked on my fear of discovery. I
dressed in my black thong, having first inserted my BUTT plug, and then
on the top of these I wore a pair of Jean's used undies. Next I wore
light tan support tights and finally to emphasise my impotence a large
strap on dildo, I then place Jean's night shirt on and to finish my
control appearance a simple pair of earrings and a string of pearls, If I
rushed out now I would look so foolish I knew I would remain and wait my
permission to leave.
At about 11-20 a car pulled up, this must be them; I strain and can just
make out Jean's voice talking and a somewhat deeper voice answering. When
they came into the house Jean must have opened the staircase door as I
clearly heard her tell her guest it was all right as Jean (of course she
didn't use my female name) was away for the night at his mothers and
apart from the dog the house was empty. I sat there in my room in a
strange cereal state somewhere between panic and sexual paradise. What I
had dreamed about for many years was happening in my own front room, my
fantasy was taking shape and form in a kind of detached slow motion. All
I had were sounds, and my mind was filling in the details. I could hear
the lounge fire being light and then the curtains being drawn. Was my
wife and she soon to be lover undressing, kissing fondling each other, no
I was getting to far a head. The stage was being set for my wife to be
unfaithful, in total excited anticipation, I was rooted to my bed,
dressed in such a self-imposed demeaning way as to make me powerless to
intervene and stop any of the events even if I had wanted to.
In a clear voice Jean told her friend to sit down relax and put on some
music, as she would make coffee. I could hear this normal conversation
passing backwards and forwards between Jean and a man whom I had never
met, and would in all probability be soon making love to my wife, it all
was so normal, I was included, but not part of the main drama.
I jumped like I had been struck when the kettle clicked to indicate it
had boiled, the rattling of the spoon in the cups sounded like thunder
crashing, the next few words from Ma made my head spin, She told her
guest to drink his coffee and to make himself comfortable. She would be a
few moments. Her last words were don't go away I will be right back. Even
above the music I could hear Jean say, back in a moment don't go away,
you won't be sorry.
My heart nearly stopped and I leapt off the bed as my bedroom door
opened, Jean came in looking at me and smiled at the way I was dressed,
and In a quiet voice simply said nice. She told me to turn round and in
total shame and humiliation I simply did as I was bid. I am pleased to
see you have got into the mood, the way you have dressed your self meets
with my approval, I will give you your reward later, Then In a some what
sterner tone I was ordered not to masturbate, I was informed I would need
all my juices later. Then I was told not even for the toilet was I to
leave my room, I must sit still and not move about, Jean was not going to
have her night spoiled by anything. Just before she left, Jean gave me a
coffee and was then gone. No more than two minuets later she was back
almost causing me another heart attack. Jean had changed into, a pair of
black "G" sting panties and nothing else. When she went back down stairs
to her guest dressed like that he would be in no doubt what was on offer.
Jean gave me a quick kiss on the mouth she was gone, this time however
she did not return for over three hours.
After that night our lives changed, the next day Jean ordered me to draw
up the following contract, I will let you know how we are getting on
Rules
No masturbation without permission!
The basic rules Jean & I have
Sex only when earned250 points
1.All sexual favours must be earned
2.Me to perform oral sex to orgasm on Jean10 points
3.Foreplay to orgasm on Jean10 points
4.Oral sex no orgasmminus 50 points
5.Foreplay to no orgasmminus 50 points
6.Body massage1 point
7.Foot massage1point
8.Cleaning 25 point per hour
9.Ironing25 point per hour
10.Warming bed5 point
11.Wear mistress used under ware minus 10 points
12.Mistress to have sex with other lovers100 points
13.Clean mistress up after sex with lover 100 point
14.Refusal of any task set by mistress minus 100 points
15.Service mistresses friends25 points