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Note: This is my all time favorite poem that I've ever written. Also the most cathartic.
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loved you as a human
wanted like an animal
but was it really me, though?
these yellow, dirt-filled eyes?
i'd like to know just what you'd say
just listen, follow my lead
i wish you were my mind
glistening blood, sweat and tears
it feels so good, i swear
quiet sounds just you can hear
it started as a dare
go again, i'm going blind
you both poisoned my air
dying is so tranquil
we can try it all again
i want you to rape me
i want you to care
and dig a little deeper in
when it stuck fast and just wont budge
when all the signs pointed to red
when everything i said was wrong
but you'd believe me, like a fool
i'd like to lose you
no one knows when things are lost
i'd like to go some more
until god says what it costs
wake up and fill me in
in the end, it won't begin
you know, you're just like him...
to the girl who's laying in your bed
who forgot to cry, and died instead
it takes time, yet she won't move on
he's just warmer than the sun
you taste just like peaches
your voice is bitter waste
lost inside this basket case
violate me gently,
your twisted, fucked-up whore
the world will watch as i'm all yours
i'd like to come and be undone.
i'd like to love and not feel wrong.
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