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Today is my second consecutive day of experiencing diarrhoea after drinking (specialty) coffee, kopi, and similar drinks.
Wretched creature that I am, who will save me from my own self-destructive addictions and lusts?
But thanks be to God, who daily forbears with us, and pours out his love upon my wretched, miserable existence! How great God is!
today I went to a beach.
there are entire worlds of which I know nothing.
I had fun today without consuming any alcohol. went to a social event, titled "Freegan Book Club". there was delicious *kueh*, gratis.
It's been 5.5 years since I started spending heavily on coffee and various kinds of
alcoholic drinks, like whisky. How much have I spent, in total? O, goodness gracious me.
the bartenders and baristas smile at me, but I know few of them, if any, will support
me if I suffer from a soul-crushing illness of the mind or body.
maybe there was a time when coffee, whisky, bartenders and baristas were useful to me, for my goals at that point in life.
have my goals changed, and are the afore-mentioned still useful to me in striving towards my goals?
these people are dangerous, and so are these beverages. they have great capability to harm me. can I afford to be careless?