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I ended up not sleeping, but I'm still tired. Not saying that I'm gonna go sleep early, but still. . .
I have realized that since I started to take my pills, I'm having a hard time writing. It's annoying and worrying. I love writing, I like expressing myself in written words, so. . . I don't know. After all, it was true that mental illness makes good artists? I don't really think so, but it doesn't explain the fact that I don't know what to write anymore. Earlier, I was able to imagine a lot of scenarios worth expanding and constructing but know my dumbass brain doesn't have ideas anymore.
Maybe this is the reason I'm here today, and indefinitely. . . Maybe. Is really easy for me to just abandon "projects" like this, even though I have wanted to do somehing similar for years now. . .
Well, just now I'm thinking. . . I need to save all the things I write here. . . Need to have a backup so I don't lost all this stray thoughts.