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jmax's desires

going to try to log every moment of desire I feel while scrolling through social media

to be in Japan
to be an architect
to build an art museum
to understand art at all
to be a fan of the cleveland browns even though the qb is incredibly problematic and the NFL is awful in general
to achieve enlightenment
for cleveland to have clout
for cleveland to have a good economy
for clevelands population to grow
for my house to appreciate in value
to make $200k dollars per year
to have value capitally
to have value societally
to make cool show posters
to play shows at cool venues
to take artistic pictures
to go places different
to be the first female artist to amass 100 million monthly spotify listeners (Taylor swift already beat me to it by being a woman and also by being taylor swift)
to make a new social media platform
to have an encyclopedic knowledge of film
to go to the movies every day

UPDAtes 9/28

to be doing anything other than scrolling through social media
to refresh and see more
to go back in time
to share my thoughts with the world and have them acknowledged significantly
to be someone better
to have virality (different than to go viral)
to be 23
to know things
to be special
to create something of merit
to belong to a community
to love and be loved
to quit

updates Dec 1 23

to just be someone who exists
to just have no responsibilities
nothing

there's a lot of desires